Hello all...
Mood: sick...
Listening to: nothing....
well...i am back! i think that i need an outlet to blow of some steam, so i'm going to start writing in this blog again...feel free to make comments, write in my guestbook, make fun of me....whatever...i can take it...
the past couple of weeks have been kind of crazy...but monotonous all at the same time...weird, huh? i was really starting to get depressed and i was starting to scare myself....but, thats all over and I feel a lot better now...some of the pressure has been relieved, and all i had to do was take another day off of work a week...
it had just seemed that i had no time to myself...i was either at work, at school, driving from school to home, driving from home to school, or driving from home to work...it really sucked, and I was starting to get behind in all of my schoolwork...but that is all over now, and i finally have a day were i don't have to rush off to work after i get home...i can take my time and work through my assignments....all is good in the world...
i feel that sometimes you do end up letting the pressure get to you....and my main focus is school...so it was a pretty obvious choice to make....
Last semester was a breeze, i actually got on the dean's list and now my parents expectations are even higher than they were before...its driving me crazy! Now, i don't want to put them down or anything, but they didn't even go to college, so they have no idea what i need to do and the work that needs to be done....and it was really pissing me off when they (namely my mother) kept on commenting on how i didn't seem to be persuing any social activities, how i holed myself up in my room and didn't come out.....
what they don't realize is that i was doing my homework....before I took the extra day off, I really only had one day to get all of my work done! any other time, I was either in school or at work...and i can't exactly do my homework there....I'd get in trouble! i don't know....i'm over it and ready to start over again for this semester!!!
