Just Lil' Ole Boring Me

Mood: sleepy
Listening to: The Distillers

Finally finished my homework...one less thing that I need to worry about....

Work was....well, work.....and I have that to look foward to for the next three days in a row...:::sigh:::oh well, at least my paycheck will be good....

For Philosophy I had to rewrite my paper comparing the movie The Truman Show to  a theory of truth of my choice....I chose the Coherence Theory....basically it states that if a belief fits in with the rest of your set beliefs, than it is true...to you, at least....i just needed to include a few more things to make it better....no big deal...

The big pain in my ass has been my Lit paper....I need to come up with a theme for the Nathaniel Hawthorne's "Young Goodman Brown"....i really liked the story, but my meetings with my professor to discuss my paper have me wanting to shove pencils into my eyes....i think that she takes herself a little too seriously, every time I go and see her, she finds more stuff wrong woth my assignment...I don't know why she can't just point it all out to me at once...I am so tired of having to re-redo it and go back to her office for her "inspection"...i typed out my latest draft, and that is the last one....i seriously don't even care anymore!!! Besides, I don't have anymore time to work on it...tomorrow after work I need to study for my first Bio exam....I have no idea how he's going to set it up, so I want to be completely prepared....

All done!!!!

Mood: tired
Listening to: silence...its nice :)

I am pretty tired, so i will make this entry quick...

Today I went to the city with my class to see the play, Journey's End...I thought that it wouldn't that interesting to see, mainly because we had read it in  class and were already familiar with the plot and such...but it was actually quite enjoyable to watch...the ending was a suprise because we hadn't gotten to that point in class yet...and I am glad I hadn't read ahead....I won't spoil it for anyone who hasn't seen it....but the ending is pretty intense...

This was my first Broadway play...the only other plays I've seen were  school productions...I also went to see Cats many years ago...but I think it was a more localized production.....anyway, the whole experience was very enjoyable!

At the beginning of the trip we went to the New York Public Library to see an exhibition of some kind....men's fashion through the ages....:::yawn::: We were allowed to go off into smaller groups and my group was finished in about 20 minutes or so...and we had about 2hours left before the play started....so we decided to leave the library and go off exploring for a while....

Even though I would never want to actually live in the city...I really like wandering around parts of it....mostly Times Square and places like that...its always busy and people are everywhere! I really feel like a country bumpkin whenever I go down there...which isn't too often, its very fascinating! We ate lunch at a small deli/cafe and then decided to go to the giant Toys R' Us store in Times Square...I bought Pop Rocks....maybe later I'll wash them down with a nice Coke...

After that it was time to meet up with the rest and go into the theatre...it was pretty cool....i had a good time....the seats weren't too comfortable though and the rows and aisles were really skinny, my legs barely fit behind the seat in front of me, and when I had to get up to let some people get out of the aisle, this real bitchy lady told me that I was in her way....i was going to sit back down in another 2 seconds or so....but I guess she was so impatient to get to her seat, which was only 1 row down from where we were sitting....she also pissed a lot of people off by putting her coat on other seats...i don't know why she just couldn't hold it in her lap like everyone else.....people are so fucking stupid! Whatever....

Ok...well, I wrote a lot more than I thought I would....I tired....maybe I'll go to bed now....

Mood: mad...
Listening to: 10 Years- Wasteland

Fuck! I just got my schedule for next week and they took away my extra day off that I requested!! That really pisses me off! I specifically asked for another day so I can get my work done!!! Now I don't know how the hell I'm going to get it all done...all the readings due and the papers and the studying......WHAT THE HELL!!!!!

Ok....see this is the only place where I can say this....I'm calmer now....just imagine me screaming this as I'm typing this....lol

Mood: bored
Listening to: Senses Fail

Ah....how i love Fridays!! No work....I get out of school early....do all of my laundry....good times are to be had!! 

Tomorrow i get to go to the city with my lit class to see a play....i think its called "Journey's End"...i don't know how that will go....but a least its a day where i don't have to go to work....................

This week went by so fast...i can't believe that its almost March and that there's only about 2 and a half months of school left until summer break....i feel like i just started (i'm about a month into the semester....so it hasn't been too long...) Sometimes I just think back to this time last year when i was still in high school and i  can't believe how much has changed and how much i have changed since then....i'm responsible for a lot more things...i finally got a job...got my car....FINALLY got my license(lol), i'm definitely a lot more independent than i was last year...i don't really rely on my parents for anything anymore....i drive myself around, buy my own food, gas, ect....i barely see then anymore because i'm usually either at work, school, or in my room doing schoolwork....its almost like I've gone away to college... wtihout having to pay the extra 10,000 dollars for a dorm room!!

Oh well...i guess this is how its going to be...i don't really mind being holed up here, theres not really anywhere to go around here...lets see....there's the mall, the bowling alley, and the discount movie place.....a plethora of choices, ain't there?!?!

Not too much else going on....oh! well i did just purchase a new mouse for my computer....the one that came with the computer stopped working right...it wouldn't move left or right on the screen, only up and down....not very helpful....right now i'm using the one from my old computer...its a pain in the ass....this thing better come in soon!! thats about it for the exciting news....

Mood: sick...
Listening to: nothing....

well...i am back! i think that i need an outlet to blow of some steam, so i'm going to start writing in this blog again...feel free to make comments, write in my guestbook, make fun of me....whatever...i can take it...

the past couple of weeks have been kind of crazy...but monotonous all at the same time...weird, huh? i was really starting to get depressed and i was starting to scare myself....but, thats all over and I feel a lot better now...some of the pressure has been relieved, and all i had to do was take another day off of work a week...

it had just seemed that i had no time to myself...i was either at work, at school, driving from school to home, driving from home to school, or driving from home to work...it really sucked, and I was starting to get behind in all of my schoolwork...but that is all over now, and i finally have a day were i don't have to rush  off to work after i get home...i can take my time and work through my assignments....all is good in the world...

i feel that sometimes you do end up letting the pressure get to you....and my main focus is school...so it was a pretty obvious choice to make....

Last semester was a breeze, i actually got on the dean's list and now my parents expectations are even higher than they were before...its driving me crazy! Now, i don't want to put them down or anything, but they didn't even go to college, so they have no idea what i need to do and the work that needs to be done....and it was really pissing me off when they (namely my mother) kept on commenting on how i didn't seem to be persuing any social activities, how i holed myself up in my room and didn't come out.....

what they don't realize is that i was doing my homework....before I took the extra day off, I really only had one day to get all of my work done! any other time, I was either in school or at work...and i can't exactly do my homework there....I'd get in trouble! i don't know....i'm over it and ready to start over again for this semester!!!