Just Lil' Ole Boring Me

Mood: .......
Listening to: nothing good....

well, so far I've tried winning those cds/tickets about 3 times....no luck....but, the contest doesn't end until tomorrow at 9pm

Anyway...today has been a very boring say....consisting of me mostly hunched over the radio waiting to hear the cue to call....at least its raining...I have an excuse to hang out inside...

What else...well, I watched Green Day's International Supervideos...that took about an hour or so...I really want to go to another of their concerts but, they aren't coming near here for a while...I think they're going overseas for a bit....crap....

I can't believe how much it's raining...it started about 3 pm yesterday and it hasn't stopped...its being raining for 25 hours straight!!!....so bored.....

Well...if I win, I'll write an update...and if I don't...well, I'll be smothering myself with a pillow.....ok...that last part was a joke...I'm not being serious....<---see? I'm HAPPY!!!

Mood: waiting for my request...
Listening to: radio......once again....

I just finished typing a nice little entry and then it just disappeared!!!

Shorter version coming right up::::

-I've given up on 'The Middle' and am now going for 'Adam's Song' by blink-182

-no lessons today...weird weather....parents not wanting to take me...called and cancelled myself

-should start on my AP essay...too lazy....beginning to think that I burned out in my junior year (last year)

-no school Monday...I'll do it then.....

-waiting for the radio...my life is so empty....<---what kind of smiley is that???

P.S. starting tonight at 12 AM (or tomorrow morning, however you want to say it..) I'm going to try and win tickets to see Weezer and the Foo Fighters.....wish me luck!!!

Mood: .......
Listening to: .......

Once again I find myself listening to the radio, waiting for my request to be aired...still trying for 'The Middle' by Jimmy Eat World...I have a theory now..they'll will only play requests for new songs...thats what I've been observing at least (listening...whatever...)

......waiting........

While I wait....today was the half-day at school (that's why I'm writing so early...), all I had today was band, study hall, and reading non-fiction....why did I even bother coming??!! Its Open House...I think that my parents are going....probably...they always do...well, I'll bet they'll have fun....

Another commercial break....this makes me so mad....I don't know why I'm so obsessed about it...maybe it's just because I want to hear my name on air or something stupid like that...

UPDATE:they said my name!!! I think they're actually going to play it!!!! I feel so giddy!!!

Mood: bored
Listening to: stupid radio.....

Right now I'm listening to the radio....why you might ask? Well, I made a request every day since Friday, and I have yet to hear what I want to hear...bunch of jerks...Friday I wanted to hear Rise Against 'Swing Life Away', no to that....so Sat. I tried for blink-182 'Adam's Song', nope....Sun. (I actually forgot to make a request), Mon. was a try for Weezer 'Undone', and yesterday was for Lit 'My Own Worst Enemy'....these are some good songs, and ones that I haven't heard for a long time (except the first one..) now I'm waiting for Jimmy Eat World 'The Middle'........waiting.......

Arrggghhhh! They just went for another commercial break!!!! What the hell??!!!!

Anyway.....school wasn't that bad today....tomorrow's a half-day..so that makes me happy....I'll be getting home around 10:15 or so, depending on how fast I walk....another plus: no lessons!! The time I have them is after we're dismissed...yay!!!

....Waiting.....oh wait....its coming back on....hold it.....CRAP!!! stupid Coldplay...I swear.....I'll be back later for more late-breaking developments.....wow...I really have no life....

UPDATE: no luck...it's been about 3 hours...so, I guess I give up for the day...but I AM determined to have a request answered...

Mood: ........
Listening to: Death Cab for Cutie

It's really not that bad....it's more of a personal problem....

I seriously think that there's something wrong with me....and it doesn't help that my parents keep bugging me about it....it's.....well, the main problem is that I don't really have too much of a social life....not too many friends....I could probably count them on one hand.....

It's not that I'm a bad person or anything...I just don't like people, I hate all the stupid little issues that everyone has and...I really don't know how to explain it....people, in general annoy me....not everyone, but a lot do....

I'm frustrated by this, and I guess its not very normal...but what is normal anyway? I have no desire to be like everyone else....and I hate when my mom points this out...she will mention thats its not normal for a 16 year old girl to not like to wear make-up....and I respond that I think the stuff is very fake, why can't I look like how I want to? I take care of my face, but I don't want to hide myself behind all that crap.....

I always feel like I'm walking alone...there's no one I can trust, no one I can confide in, so I'm bottling up my emotions. I mean, sure I have some superficial friends....but I don't feel that I could really talk to them, talk about anything serious at least.....

This whole thing just fucking frustrates me!!!!

Listening to: radio.....again

Today almost feels like Friday because we have tomorrow off for Rosh Hashanna (i think that's how you spell it...)

Anyway, this week should go pretty fast, no school tomorrow and a half-day on Thursday because it's open house.....next week will be the same because we also have Monday and Thursday off.....I think that they want to have as few three day weekends as possible, I mean...who wants to have to go in on a friday after having a thursday off??!! I don't know...

Listening to: radio stuff

Ah....Sundays.....how I hate them....

Today, I went for an "outing" with my mom...it was kind of boring...but nice...I guess....Anyway, at least it was a nice day for it....we just walked around the village...

Oh yes....I also tried to win the new Nickelback, Franz Ferdinand, and Shinedown cds from a radio contest....they don't come out until Tuesday, so it would have been cool to win them...but of course I didn't.....and today was the last day.....darn it.....I guess I missed out...

Hey...I'm trying to get the perfect quote to go under my senior picture in the year book...how's this one?:

"Nothing is often a good thing to do...And always a good thing to say" -Anon

what do you think?...I would appreciate any comments about it....its kind of a perfect quote for me because 1. I really don't do too much (I know..I'm lazy) and 2. I'm very quiet, especially in school (thats what many people notice me for...if they notice me at all, that is....)

Well...thats all for today....

Mood: cold

I just haven't felt like writing....I don't know what's going on....

Anyway, nothing too much is going on...

Yesterday was the stupid pep rally at school...didn't rain for the fourth year in a row....darn it!! Seniors got out at 12:00 to take some group pictures....the first couple they made up all squeeze onto the bleachers, believe me..that was not fun....I don't know how they got seven hundred + kids to fit there...but I guess they must have....lucky me....a really big guy sat next to and I think that half of me was hidden....oh well....

We also took a picture with everyone standing together in a big zero six (class of 2006). My friends and I were in the skinny pary of the six...near the top...I might buy that picture, I gotta have some memories of school....

Well...thats it for now....