Life of a student

Mood: pondering
Listening to: the TV!

I've decided that life is a very fickle thing. One minute things are going you way and the next your being shot in the foot by something you felt was so little that it wouldn't matter......well it does apparently.

 i have realised that every little thing you do has a knock on affect to someone else's life! Maybe I should have realised this already! But I'm only young....we learn as we go along lol My friend like's this bloke (i know why does it always go back to this with us youngsters) and they are taking a "break" over summer. She is now paranoid after something came out from a "friend" of ours....basically he was stirring it up i think....wanted to be needed and involved me thinks! well now my friend is on his facebook everyday looking out for any inckling of what is going on. I innocently said something yesterday without thinking and i sent her on a whirlwind of hate and tutting for this bloke. I was just innocently pointing out that the whole situation was weird and she flew off the handle. Now i know i must be the supportive friend and agree with her but he is also my friend aswell! god why is life so difficult!! i know u might be reading this going what the hell...u think u have trouble's but in my life this is tension!!!

Mood: Pondering
Listening to: Celine Dion.....it must be bad!

O.k. so this is my first post on my new blog! Amazing as this morning I didn't wake up and think I must start blogging today it's just something that i fell into while surfing the huge ocean that is the internet.

I'd always thought that blogging was weird...random people sending their thoughts and feelings into the void that is the world wide web.."why do it?" i thought. "what's the enjoyment of it?"Well now i know it's for people to finally get there thoughts and feelings out in an honest way. AMAZING! I love the concept already!!

I'm a student. (yes i know drain on the community, lay abouts) well i am not one of those. It is the summer and i am desperatly trying to earn money so I don't carry on draining society! However, it's hard. I work in a supermarket and they have no extra hours. I have my mum breathing down my neck to earn more and i am trying.....I AM!!! I'm even considering doing some clinical trials to get money.....how much do kidney's sell for these days?

I'm doing a degree in Drama and creative writing....yep both really helpful topics to get a job in after i finish....which as you are asking is NEXT YEAR!!! scary stuff!!

Well i'm going to go and get something to eat

catch ya around xxx