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Mood: great
Listening to: the sound of the dodgy computers in college
well at the moment i wam in college :]]
i said i would write a blog for every day but i haven't exactly been online lately... been to busy with college work and the stock take in work >.< how exciting ehh?? haha
well yersh, the times i have been online i have been pretty busy anyways, don't ask what with because i really don't know myself haha, watching dvds and things
well am sitting next to sophie and well i have had a pretty alright day in college, i have actually gone a whole week of college without being off :] yayy go me :]]]
but yer, we just had contextual studies in the mornign and we were just writing a load of jibberish about stuffhaha on this sheet that shudda been done like ages ago but i just couldntbe bothered to be quite honest, but today i am in the mood to work :] which is actually a first for me haha, i have just been designing my idea for this decorative screen i have to do for my final piece, all has to be in by next week.
i have really enjoyed working in this are of the course because the drawings and everythingdont have to be perfect, i hate drawing perfect pieces of work, it is so plin and boring.
plus i have changed my mind about what i am going to take by march. i am going to take 3d which is what i am doing now. i am enjoiying it alot more than graphics, i have done about twice as much work as what i would do in graphics or fashion so yer, thats my choice sorted :]]] haha. plus i had a long deep conversation with m mac tutor about photoshop and what i can do in 3d to use it because i love that part aswell haha
i mean i wanna be a photographer but i really cant do it without going into the graphics side of things which really pissed me off tbh >.< i love photography but yer, haha ohhh well eh, but he said that i could still do a bit of photography for the 3d side of things but just isnt the same as doing the photography properly because only do the digital stuff and dont get to go in the dark room which was well good :]]] haha
but yer, life seems to be pretty alright now. besides not hearing from ljay in over a week but oh well, if she cant be bothered neither can i :p haha but hayley has :]] wooo which is rather good, aww bless her, she is really adorable :]]] she phoned me the other night just to hear me hahah, but she like wasted £10 on me which i was like ;o shit lol, but oh well, shes boss, i love talking to her and everything :]]] and rea, haha shes boss too, was talking to her the other night :]]] she does make me laugh i must say. but yer hayley is coming to see me in february i think it is now so yer, not too long.. haha EEP! meeting the parents already :p lmao
but yer, haha i had a really strange dream last night, am not even going to go into it because it was just.... WEIRD... but yer haha, was rather amusing too me :]]]
GAHHHH am not to happy about me putting even more weight on though, i litterally cried when i got off the scales. I AM!!!! going to loose weight... wether my body wants to or not, its just i have been eating really horrible things and i cant help but love food, so am gunna start eating more healthaly and yer i am going to do a bit of exercise, don't know what yet but i will haha. yer i done about 200 situps yesturday, but they made me put even more wweight on because of the mussle, i hate the way bodies work, it is rather annoying i must say hahah but oh well eh :]]]]
gotta be a possetive one about everything :]]]
I got in last night and my dad was like, you need to loose weight, i was like haha sod off, i already know this, my dad really isnt good and bringing my self asteem up, my mum says love your body as you want people too, so i try, i mean i dont think i carry the weight to badly, it's just i hate the way its just there... and i cant seem to loose it!
SO ANNOYING!!!
the college computers are stupid, they have blocked all the proxy sites so i cant go and check all emails and stuff on my various sites haha, but yer, i have the urge to paint now :]]] good job am making my screen this afternoon. painting onto fabric i am :]]] how cool ehhh???
anyways i am going to go and talk to sophie haha well when she's finished typing her blog :]]]
Loves,
Rea
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