Dancer in the wind

Aug 23, 2005 at 10:07 o\clock

Broken

Broken beyond repair, so I seem
So many things wrong, breaking more everyday
Where do I begin fixing, only to break again
A life full of fixing
No time for my dreams
No hope insight
Day by day, minute by minute
A life full of fixing
More breaking then fixing
Unable to keep up
Needing help from the outside
Not knowing how to ask, or sure who to ask
My soul is fading, nothing much remains
The light is fading
Can anyone see, does anyone care
Maybe they do not know how to ask
Much like myself
Fading to black
Cause of Death
My pride

Aug 21, 2005 at 12:09 o\clock

My first poem, '93

    Traveler

He walks in the shadows of the night.
Not because he has to, not because he wants to.
It's because he is sent there.
He is not always alone.

He finds a friend. Is it a true friend?
Only time will tell.
As he meets these friends, they seem to drop,
one, by one, by one.
Only to be replaced by nothing.
Soon their will be none.
And the Traveler will move on.

He will be hurt by these friends.
Not to fear, he can not feel.
He will be betrayed by these friends.
Not to fear, he has no need for trust.
He will be forgotten by these friends.
Not to fear, he is always alone.
He may fall in love, but none will be returned.
Not to fear, he has no need for love.
He may see the light, but will always be in the dark.
Not to fear, he only travels in the dark.
He may leave, and not be missed.
Not to fear, the Traveler will move on.

 

Aug 21, 2005 at 11:43 o\clock

Songs lyrics of mine


   "Liquid Dreams"

I close my eyes
I drift away
Feel with my heart
Can't find the word
To say...to say...

Hushed whispers a
Musty hallway
Winds of Infinity
Corridors of the mind
Thoughts unresolved
Unresolved

Abyss of uncertainty
Times long forgotten
Faded photographs
Shattered remains
Thought unresolved
Unresolved

Lost in the rain
Thrown into the sea
Nothing but pain
For all I can see
Forgotten, forgotten

<chorus>
No where to go
No one to find
Alone in the night
Look into tht light
Who blow it out
Forgotten
Mistaken
Broken and torn
Exhumed
Exposed
Revived and reborn

Taste your lips, feel your flesh
I want nothing more
Taste your lips, feel your flesh
I want nothing more
Please open the door
Please open the door

I close my eyes
I drift away
Feel with my heart
Can't find the word
To say...to say...

<chorus>

Another soul
A drift without a clue
A harmless little mole
Can this be true
Mistaken, mistaken

<chorus>

Taste your lips, feel your flesh
I want nothing more
to burn your flesh
to hang your body on the wall
the door is always open
the door is always open

I close my eyes
I drift away
Feel with my heart
Can't find the word
To say...to say...

Sweet nectur
Forbidden fruit
Times long forgotten
Corridors of the mind
My enternal delusion
Manifests, my destiny

            I wrote this with some friends back in college. The music was written. I gave them an image in my head when I wrote the music, then we just listen and wrote. I have never written like that before, or after. It was a round table of ideas and thoughts. I put them together for this song.