http://www.blogigo.co.uk/HarlotMeretrix Welcome, to Harlot Meretrix Interactive. This site is called "Interactive", because you are able to interact with Harlot, through polls and so many other fun activities. So, expore the site and have some fun! en HarlotMeretrix HarlotMeretrix Fri, 04 Mar 2005 15:19:11 +0100 daily 1 I miss being a kid. I really miss the natural happiness children have. I want that back. Being around children and working with them really seemed to help me gain back some happiness. I received a lot of “in the moment” relief from my sickness, through the preschool. But it no longer continues to give me as much pleasure as it used to. It hurts to know that I am living with something that I will have for the rest of my life. It hurts to know that everyday I wakeup I have to fight a constant battle against myself. And that there’s really no way of winning that battle, because up until the moment I die I’ll still be fighting it. I that I live to have kids, but surviving one day at a time is a miracle for me. I feel like my bipolar and everything else that is wrong with me is eating me alive. It feels as if it’s slowly killing me, making me suffer. I am tired of suffering. Please just make it stop. When I wake up every morning I feel like “Oh my god, am I going to die today?” I ask myself... Fri, 04 Mar 2005 15:19:11 +0100 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/HarlotMeretrix/I-just-want-to-be-happy-again/3/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/HarlotMeretrix/I-just-want-to-be-happy-again/3/ Are you looking for more of my sites? If so here are some more for you to visit.... http://harlotmeretrix.blogspot.com/ http://harlotmeretrixinc.blogspot.com/ http://vampirefreaks.com/profile.php?user=HarlotMeretrix http://www.blogigo.co.uk/HarlotMeretrixSite   http://www.blogigo.com/HarlotMeretrixSite -Thank you for all of your support. I love each and every one of you guys!!!! Love Always, Harlot. Fri, 04 Mar 2005 01:33:40 +0100 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/HarlotMeretrix/Want-More-Harlot/2/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/HarlotMeretrix/Want-More-Harlot/2/ To everyone who is reading this, I give many thanks. I am very grateful to you. Thank you so much for always being such faithful fans. I appreciate everything you do. You are so important to me. Thank you for your support.  Love Always, Harlot Fri, 21 Jan 2005 03:56:32 +0100 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/HarlotMeretrix/Thank-You/1/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/HarlotMeretrix/Thank-You/1/