Life
I never thought that I could feel like this. Everything seems to be falling apart around me and it's as if I don't feel anything at all. No, that's a lie, it's as if this... nothingness that I'm feeling right now is a box that's holding all these feelings and emotions inside. I feel rage, pain, sadness, happiness, but it's as if it's all smothered by this absolute feeling of nothingness. And who can I talk to about all this? Oh, that's right, no one. Everyone always expects me to listen to all of the shit that they're dealing with in their lives, but absolutely NO ONE cares about the things I'm feeling, the shit I'm dealing with. Am I pitying myself? Yeah, in a way I am, but right now the only thing I want to do is scream at the top of my lungs, and maybe then someone will hear me.
