Weblog of Ghostgirl

Oh  I had fun last night!   I took some photos.. it takes forever sorting them out.  so Im only putting a few on.   The lady on the motorcycle is a character my husband created.   He did most of the art work.. and created many of the character and

 settings for the event.  I hate trying to type around these pics.   There were 7 haunted house... We did them all!   The one called the Body collectors was the best.   Like blood and guts and gore...  It was soooo bad ass.   There is a huge stage when you walk in...  they had a staged human sacrifice...  They actually hang people up over flaming pits...   I had a pic.. but forgot to add it.   Pretty cool...  Well jus wanted to show you some of what I saw..... I am going again next week I believe.   They wont let U take pics in haunted houses

   Ok.. theres a few more pics below.  The man in them is my husband, next to the motorcycle queen.

  I threw in this photo of my son and new kitty....  I named him DA VINCI

I am so excited!     I got a new kitty today....    It is a he...  He is so cute and little...   5 weeks old!   I  went to the pet store this morning to buy pet supplies(of course)   and there they were!     I guess someone had dumped them in front of the pet store.. and this poor lady was taking them back and forth from her house everyday..........     He is grey and white...  but so tiny...  I  dont know if he  is even weaned all the way......     Im gonna take a pic tonight and post it tomorrow.     I have only had him since 12 noon... now its 4 30   and he wont drink or eat yet.   But maybe hes just very tired...   

I am on my way to Halloween Horror night...   Its like 7 haunted houses and lots of booze!!!!  But gotta be careful with that... it is a school night.   And waking up with head spinning and trying to get your kid ready for school,, then drive them there is not fun.    Much better to swallow when your sober!    No doubt.    Ok... gonna run.      Have to come up with a cute boy kitty name.     Bye

Mood: Happy Happier almost there!!!

Well I thought I should delete my last 2 entries.  I did read everyone's comments though... Thank you.    Im just gonna quit whining about it .. and do something about it.    I found out I have  a few different options.    So Im going to just yap about  everything else like I normally do.       OH yea....   Im gonna throw a cool Halloween party this year!      Im going to actually make tombstones out of styrofoam.. and make a cemetry in my backyard...   How great is that!

         Im gonna actually do ghost tours with my "fake corpses"   Yea!    Alot of other ideas Im having also.    Im going to buy fog machines... and a bubbling cauldron....   I wish you all lived near me!    You would all be invited!   That leaves you Sapphire.......  you have to attend for everyone else....LOL!  

      So answer your question Shell....  my necklace is a pentagram...  I wear different ones...  I believe it is a symbol of the feminine goddess ... and my belief in paganism.     That is why I spend many a nights laying in my yard... worshiping Hecates... and praying to Isis.       They bring me good.. positive energy.      They bring great peace to me when I need it.    And when I need to channel some negative energy...  there is a never ending supply of masculine deities lurking around....   HEE HEE!

     So..  I am just glad I let all that out... It was really bothering me... about that nosey bitch....  But I am moving on  (well.. on the surface)     So thanks for listening and all your comments.   So positive thoughts!     Lets have positive thoughts!   The greatest time of  the year has almost arrived!    Ghosts.. goblins.. witches and warlocks.... REJOICE!      For everyone else...   a fun filled Halloween is coming your way....      Hail me.. Hail you   Hail Halloween!!!   Ok... I know its still 4 1/2 weeks away.....   indulge me!         Farewell to my friends!    

I am off to go shopping today.    Even though I really dont want to.     I am sooo not a shopping kind of girl....   I really think its boring.     My husband likes to shop.   He has to trick me into going shopping sometimes.   He knows I will  try to find every excuse NOT to go.   I rather buy stuff like hair dye.. nail polish..  lotions and potions...   Oh yea..  I love jewelry...    But clothes shopping and  things for the house shopping....  Not a big fan.    Just... I love new clothes..  I HATE trying them on.   And house stuff is just that..    Not like the house is gonna appreciate what its getting.

   Im supposed to be getting ready...   but here I am!!!!    See.... they just called and want me to move my ass.......   MOVE ASS   MOVE!        Whats an ass to do???????       K...  Im giving in...  Im being sucked into the vortex of shopping hell....      If Im not back by tomorrow...  know this:     ANY  WIZARD THAT COULD.. IS NOT A WIZARD THAT WOULD...  BY MIGHTY THINGS AND GOLDEN FROGS....THE TOIL  AND  TALES  OF  LUMINOUS   FOGS..... IN THAT PRECIOUS CUP WILL HIS  MAGIC BE KNOWN..   THEN TO TAKE HIS HIGH PLACE   AND  WILL  RULE HIS THRONE

                                        YEA... you never know....  ghostgirl

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       So  arent they cute????

These are my kitties....   Just wanted to put thier cute little faces on here...    The one on top is Kirby.. shes 5.   The black one is blakkitty.. and the grey one is Rufus.   They are 10.    Im not gonna write much today.. In a pissy mood.   Husband pissed me off.  Culligan pissed me off...   But my kitties never piss me off........Oh yea.. there was that one time.. with the puke on my new couch..    Later.... ghostgirl

  Ok....  Im back...    First thing I want to say...  I was Not drinking earlier when I wrote my blog... ..  I do stay sober for many days at a time.   LOL   True......................  its hard to tell the difference...  very fine line it is!    Its the secret to not letting anyone in on the secret....        So that said.....

  Im gonna post Fettucini Alfredo recipe here...  remember....  If you work for Darden....  I just made it up by accident...       So............

                Melt butter in saucepan... about 3/4 - 1 cup... or butter substitute.....(I like Smart Balance).

           Add 1 pint or more if needed to butter.. then salt and pepper and garlic salt to taste....  (I dont measure when cooking)

        Heat until almost boiling.... remove from heat and add at least 1 cup shredded parmesan cheese.... (NOT grated Kraft kind )  but shredded in bag works great......  

                Let cool to thicken a little.......    If needed add more parmesan cheese      The chicken I just baked with garlic powder on top for 30 min.   Then slice and throw in saucepan with fresh grated garlic and olive oil for 5-10 minutes.....   Serve all over Fetticini...........    

     So anywhoo......  Sorry I wasnt clearer on the  number thing.... its hard to explain.....  and typing it is even harder......LOL  .       A horrible Hurricane is headed toward TEXAS......  I dont know where U all live.... I hope not there.....

     I lived in Corpus Christi for 9 months.....  I didnt enjoy it.... but met alot of nice people during my stay............     Wish them all luck!!    Guys take care

Ok... check this out...  I figured out while playing with numbers one day that if you take any set of numbers and add it to any other set of numbers,,, then add them across...  you get the same answer as the solution when you add it across.    Follow me.....      Example:    4,846 = 22

                                                  +  751  =  13.......I just added them across......             Now  if you find the solution.... 5,597.... and add those numbers across........  26.        Now go back and add..22 across....4.   Then add 13 across... 4   add them together and you get  8.       Now add the solution across... 26=8.....  Like magic....                 You can add any sets of numbers together as many as you like and this will always work.......      I was hungover one day and spent the whole day playing with numbers   and this was my reward!!!!          I also found a way to take algebraic equations and solve them a different way!   But I will tell you that another time..   because I know its boring...  Like we didnt all suffer enough in High School.   

    I learned how to make Olive Gardens Fetticini Alfredo last night.....Of course I had to test it out...  it was awesome!!!   I know its the most fattening dinner in the world...   but I substitute Smart Balance for regular butter...   Still pretty fattening...   But sooooo yummy....So if anyone wants to know how to make that let me know.      ok... my typus blogus was interruptedus by a dear friend of mine.   He is a Guardian and Wizard.. and has given me much advice in my spiritual(or lack of) quests.   So Im gonna cut this short.  Things like this happen for a reason...  So until tomorrow.. or perhaps... later

Yes    as the title implies.....  today is a normal Day...  A Monday.  Nothing unusual here..      See.. My evil twin takes over some days...  call her  Donna.    That is what my husband calls her...     Its hard having a split persona.  But my evil twin has been with me my whole life.....

       I was wiping our new tile with a sponge..  before we seal it.. and I accidentally dumped a whole bucket of dirty water on it....    See.. Im not supposed to get the grout wet....    OOOPS!!!!!!    I have to water the plants outside thought.... because it hasnt rained here in quite a while...   Though there is another hurricane out there.. which Im sure will bring plenty of rain with it.        So I need to go grocery shopping still... stop by my Moms to give her belated birthday card.. pick up son from school, make dinner , wash dishes. Keep doing laundry and somewhere in between all the other crap that has to get done eveyday.    Monday.   Just a normal day.        Im guessing this is luv-bug season.   They are entirely everywhere.    Im gonna write my anti-ode to luv bug song....  It goes something like this.......

    Hit it Joe:  

          You are a blight upon the sky...

     you stick together when you fly...

    Damn you luv bugs..  Damn you all

    your like the locusts... but your small...

            Stick to my bumper.. hows it feel

        your little corpses I will peel...

     off my hair and off my floor

      You will fly in luv no more.....

     No luv for the luv bug!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!The End

   Ok so back to my normal Day...  Its like I dont have anymore time so I gotta be like going.. dude.   Stay fresh and groovy.    See... I can be normal

Mood: Starving yet full.....

I think I must be half werewolf...  because the full moon makes me do some wacky shit.      Like for instance.... laying on top of my car at 3 30  in the morning... with crystals  all around......chanting to the moon goddess....... listening to John Lennon and Rob Zombie so loud in my headphones my ears lost half of their capacity to hear.    So Im a wierdo... or a werewolf.     I am not sure.........          I have long black nails.. which could be the beginning of claws.           Holy shit... they had the evil vampire smiley face!!!!!!   LMAO       Oh yea...   so  I better not eat after midnight... and I better not get wet.. or be exposed to direct sunlight....          I think thats for Gremlins....  but it might be good advice to take anywhoo.      I have magic crystal ball...   actually its a big gnome who  has a crystal ball...  but I use it.   His name is NED and he shares his wealth.    Ok..   he is saying I will not turn into a werewolf tonight...  because I am getting ready to eat chinese food.. and that nuetralizes the effects of the moon.   Did you not KNOW that????  Its a fact my friends.    I need to stop by and visit your blogs.   So I will do that shortly.. my magic crystal ball says so.....           take it easy.. and be strange.....

I just recieved a message from lead research guy...  He has forgiven me and wants me to remain a part of group.    I must take back my  "funeral and death of a friend"  song.      So as only proper     I shall proceed with this undertaking:

                     OH  EVIL SPIRITS OF DEATH SONGS

   HEAR ME THY INFERNAL MINIONS OF DARKNESS..

   I  MUST RECANT THY SONG OF FUNERAL AND DEATH OF A FRIEND...     TO THE ABYSS OF SONGS THAT WERE NEVER MEANT TO BE AND SHALL NO LONGER FALL OFF THE LIPS OF  A  PISSED OF GHOSTGIRL.      I CAST YOU AWAY  O  MELODY OF MISGUIDED MISERY...      SO MOTE IT BE.                               

So.. like I was saying.   I hate bees.   But not as much as I hate beatles... and not as much as  I hate roaches(that would be the bug type)      Oh... where is the love????????    I love my husband and my son and my cats...and broccoli!    Broccoli and beer....    I love them.     I know that was an important clue to the inner workings of my very soul.        Now go....  be gone.

love is real...   Real is love....... love is touching...   touching is love..........  love is free.... free is  love................... Love is living                          Living love... Love is waiting.... to be loved

 I took another photo of myself....  just for the hell of it....    I kinda look messed up here... but I was totally sober!!!  When you start looking better in your drunk photos then your sober ones... it must mean something.....  I dyed  highlights pink and purple...  but the purple doesnt show so well here.......    Plus My cheeks look fat!   Im a cheeky girl!!!     I do mean the ones on my face!!!!         Ok... I do have some ghostly news:    Its kind of funny shit...     I guess I called my lead ghost hunter guy on Monday night...   It says so on my cell phone!    But see....   I was so stinkin trashed on that huge ass bottle of wine.....     I am hearing rumors that I was bitching and yelling at him or someone... maybe it was his MOM!!!!     LMAO...  I just cant remember.......so the point is ......  NO wonder they wont answer my emails!!!!!!!!  They think I am an insane  raving mad lunatic!!!!!     I will probably no longer be welcomed in thier "group"!         Give me a moment to sing the funeral and death of friendship song..........................

             I dont give a crap... because you dont like my crap.........

                              I think your assholes anyhow.....my lovely crap dont want you now..........because you suck

                              you really suck!

                              Never liked you in the first place.. Take my crap and shove it in your face.........    Because you suck...   dont give a fuck... what you wanna do

                       Cuz your ugly anywhoo... and you suck!!!!       the end.

  Ok   was that mean??????????     Well just wanted to vent... gonna go run and do errand stuff.....     ghostgirl going going       gone!

Mood: Doing better
Listening to: hummmmmmmmmmmm

You are all so cool....  I was having some dubious invisible forces lingering around me...  and I swear, I felt them leave me last night.    Dmanz- you indeed have some super psychoic power.    I actually touched my screen... and guess what????    Within an hour.. I felt those phantom spirits lift.....    now about my aura becoming yellow again...  Im not so sure.      It may have brightened up a LITTLE .......       And Shell ,,thanx for saying that...  very kind of you!  

   All will be well...   I have come to the conclusion I wasnt cursed.   I was going through a test.      Sorta to see if I would break under the pressure...   Even though that test almost killed me!   LOL.     Just realize that sometimes things are not as they seem.  But I needed that fog of darkness to lift.. and I believe it has...      Cheers Dmanz.        I slept like a baby last night...  no nightmares.   No insomnia.     How much better I feel........    Let me go do a flip and some cartwheels!!!!!!!!     WOO HOOO!!!!!!!      

   Im the one who brings the Christmas candy!

   Im the one who drinks the  Devil's brandy!

           Now tell me....  Whos your DADDY!

Theres a fun thought for the day.......  Speaking of the day, Ive really got alot to do.   Watering plants, going to lunch with my sister, making food, washing my floor, pick up son, baseball practice.     JUst a whole lot of good clean fun!  Well....  Well.... WEll.....  OH yea....  I think I found a place to investigate...   and Im sick of the slackers on my research team.       So I am going to try to start my own.    Ive about given up on them.    I hate to do that.     But we just dont seem to be getting anywhere together.   I already have 2 other people to do this with me....     Now it is really trying to get the equipment I need.   I have the basic basics.     That may take some time.     Let me put out a psychic call............     Actually would be easiest to get on ghostseeker message board and just ask.   LOL       Ask and you shall be given.. seek and you shall find....  but dont forget to knock... and dont let the door hit you in the ass.....     LOL             Here I go saying insane crap...So I will leave before a bad spirit finds its way through my monitor...........ghostgirl down.... but not out!

Mood: Road to recovery
Listening to: My brain calling out for help

I  survived the last  36 hours...    It was not easy.     I decided on a whim to drink a great big bottle of wine on Monday night.   Wine sucks.   That may be the last time wine passes by these lips.    Its easy to forget how that stuff creeps up on you...   But here I am...  and now I am being plagued my a strange stream of bad luck.....        It all started with the dream of my head being chopped off.......  Then.... my sister calls to say she had dream something evil was chasing me and her from a house.. and following us.....     Then...  I am going to take a left at the light at a big intersection...  And some ass runs the red light and almost creams me......   About an hour later...   A big giant semi pulls out in front of me... and I slam on my breaks and just miss hitting it......              So of course I decide to get drunk...  it just freaked me out so much............    Besides blacking out and puking all over all night...  I was alright.   Nothing killed me.      So Im making dinner last night...  and  go to pick up the salt... and the whole bottom of salt shaker falls open onto my food Im cooking.. and all over the floor......   FUNNY SHIT>>>right?????  So I had to rinse it all off....  yuch... dinner sucked.      Then  I was going to pour coffee in a cup this morning...  for some reason my hand slipped....  and I proceeded to pour it all over my hand instead....   It hurt just a little bit      Then Im driving my son to school this morning...  and a cop at the place I turn left... tells me I cant drop him off that way anymore....  and I had to do a Uturn... and take him in the little kids entrance...    However as Im looking...  cars are turning into that entrance without any problems....  Damn cop just got back in his car... let them all go....     Asshole.....   Its clear to me I am in a funk.......    BAD LUCK is knocking on my door... and I have let it in............................ So I am going to have to do some damage control.....   Make a peaceful circle to surround me... and only let in good light...   Screw the dark shit...  Its messing with me....      Something wicked this way comes....  for real.....   I am gonna go vodou on its ass......       Anyway....   everyone writing on my sons blog....  you are so awesome!!!!!   He loves to check it everyday now to see who wrote....  I dont think Im gonna let him read the other blogs...  just write his own and  have people write him back......   Unless he finds a blog with someone his own age!!!!   LOL        Yea Sapphire....  I believe my wine drinking days have come to an end.I'll stick with the Bud light on Friday nights.....    Too much craziness.... It has been almost 20 yrs since I started partying like lunatic... and I still havent got it out of my system.....    I am assuming this moment is still in the making....      Until then ....  I will go forward with the knowledge that it is not the drink that makes the ghostgirl....  but the ghostgirl that makes the drink.........    LOL      Think about it....  it somehow makes sense....... at least to me.....      ghost girl out... of her frickin mind

First of all.....  thank you to all my friends who are stopping by my son's blog..... Weblog of FABLE.....  you are putting a smile on his face... and I love you for it!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Ok    let me cry for a second......

  I love that little boy more than anyone on this god forsaken planet... mud hole... piece of shit place we live.... He is the reason I am still here... and will always be.............

   That said.....       Give peace a chance.......  thats all Im saying..... Its all WE are saying...........   but Hail Satan!!!!    LOL     had to say it!!!!!!!!!!!     Be crazy with me.....  someone......  be insane....  I need a good insane friend..... Just talk about crazy shit.....  Be obscene.... Be Be obscene........WTF?    Music has gone to my brain.... and turned me into a robotmusicjunkieonacidfreakonature....  get that???????????  Im not really on acid....LOL    But in the past I had my share........    Come together... all together..... sont I sound like im tripping balls..  LOL   ghostgirl out...  thanks again to all my best friends

My son has started a blog here.....  He sees me write on mine,,, and wanted his own...     So anyone who writes to me  feel free to just say hi... His blog is Weblog of Fable...  I am of course gonna read his blogs...  hes just a kid!   LOL      But hes excited to get someone to write to him...  dont have to really write about video games... unless you want!    But he would think it was really cool just to have someone read it!   K bye..... ghostgirl

Somedays the Sun feels evil and opressive....  I used to LOVE laying out in the sun... getting tan... spending day at pool.   Now it just feels like torture  Even when I am in my car driving...  It just bears down on my eyes..  like super powered laser beams... singeing my retinas.       I always forget my sunglasses    And the evil Sun seems to KNOW it!.........

This color font is ugly... And the font itself is ugly to...... lets tell it to go away..............  It  worked!!!   Well I am going to go spend the day at the pool with  my son...   I will be hiding myself inside...     My porch and front porch is being tiled... so I best be out of the way.....   Not a handy bone in my body....     I am trying to decide if I should cut off my nails on my LEFT hand...  so I can play the guitar again...........    I miss playing but have  super long nails.....   They  make it impossible for me to play anything....  BUT  I LOVE THEM SO!!!!!          I know...  my life is soooo complicated!!!!

  I think I am cursed..... this color keeps coming back since I told it it was ugly....    Let see....  I have to give it some time to appease the color Gods.......          WHOS YOUR DADDY????       Oh yea.. that reminds me....  I told my Dad I would go out on boat with him today....  but I would have to get up at 6:30 this morning... and that wasnt happening.......    I am feeling guilty......   GUILTY   I  say....  Well  since I am really talking about nothing...  I am gonna get going and go do nothing.....     Trust me... I am very super busy in my mind.....LOL         So have a great Sunday....  be good and have fun doing Sunday things????   I believe there are SUnday things....  some good..  some not so good...   whatever....   blah blah.....  ok....  bye!!!!!!!

Hey my friends......   Inspiration is the key word.....

      I am drunk and partying with my brother.... also my best friend...  So who has been to drunksville lately????  Me ME.... I am selfish like that.... but  I have the devils right to be.........    this is a right handed keyboard... damn...  I like it to the left.......  always to the left....  Im so   evil!!!!     So fellow lefties...            isnt this the most fun path to travel??????    The right will screw with your head and make you an auto-bot......   I mean a Bushy-bot....  I mean a churchy-bot......WTF???????????   As I said....   I am drunk...  but i was already crazy... ask anyone who knows me....  Its funny but it sucks... like a drain on a jacuzzi........    LOL    Those are known to suck the hardest...  Oh crap...  Oh no that would be me!    LOL  Ok joke for men....  I am a perv......  at moments...  Life is a perversion of our very nature...  we should all be free souls and bodies alike........ghost girl going to town...... Say hi to my friend Ryze

So.....  I hate the lack of font choice at this site.    I also hate tweezing my eyebrows.   I am really hating the guy who is weedwacking across the street right now.. and want to take that thing and weed wack off HIS eyebrows... or worse.

    My brother calls me this morning a bit concerned because he had a dream last night that my head got chopped off by a train...  And he says he NEVER remembers his dreams..   What a strange day I think this is gonna be.    I dont think it means Im gonna literally get my head sheared of....  besides...  Im not planning on standing next to a moving train anytime soon....  But the symbolism of dreams is very important to me.    I get it...   I am at a crossroads in my life....   To go left    or to go right....  hmmm     I know Im definitely a lefty kinda girl........    There are secrets we shall not tell... Lips are sealed......   In the darkness the truth shall be revealed.. And all good ghostgirls will go to hell.......LOL      Or get thier head's chopped off........    I am on a mission this morning...  should get going...  To the book store I go I go......   ...  Want to write more...  because there is alway soooo much to say...   My guinea pig is still alive...  but she isnt doing well... she cant walk very good...   I think she had a guinea pig stroke of something...    I feel very bad for her...   I will make a little tombstone.. and bury her in my own little pet cemetery.    But I hope she lives a little longer..  I may have to get her put to sleep  soon.      Thats a bummer....     Be happpy   people    no sadness    allowed    unless your  name is  Olga Broomhilda.....  Then I guess I cant stop you from being sad......   Alright....    ghost girl out..... of her mind again