Weblog of Ghostgirl

So..   I got pulled over again....   But they let me go...  again...!!!!     Most peculiar momma!...........  Ok so heres what happened...  I was driving and talking on my cell...  Then out of nowhere..   a guy with a bright green vest walks in middle of road..  and tries to make me stop.     So to make a long story short...        I didnt stop.    I thought he was just some wierd guy...    And I could see him in my rearview trying to wave me to stop...   So I drove faster..  thinking....  HOLY SHIT...   What was that about????    So about 30 seconds later..  I see a cop with flashing lights hauling ass torwards me...       And it suddenly dawned on me that the wierd guy back there was a cop.   And was gonna give me speeding ticket...   A speed trap!!!!     LOL     Well it wasnt funny at the time...   because I thought I was in some trouble...  good thing I wasnt drinking or had any illegal substances on me......    like I usually do....            JUst kidding....

     Anyway..   He asked me why I didnt stop... blah blah.......    cuz I didnt know who that man was...   blah blah....   and told me next time to slow down and stay off cell phone!!!    Can you believe my luck??????      I was like a fugitive on the run for 30 seconds!!!!    That is the second time in 1 week I got pulled over..  and could of got in big trouble...    But as I had said recently..   I had some good karma coming.       The universe  was just giving me a little break.        

      Anyway...   I had a dream that I was eating raw chicken soaked in Soy sauce......and I couldnt hardly eat all day...   because the dream felt so real.... I woke up feeling nauseous....      It is stil making me feel ill.....

GET OUT OF MY BRAIN.....YOU EVIL CRUSTACEON........     Does anyone else here watch Tommy Lee goes to college????    I am hooked on that show...   Too Damn funny.      JUst wondered.   I wish I had a super power...    I would want to manifest anywhere I want at anytime...   Then be able to disappear again  of course!!!!!     I guess I say that because I wish I was in like Hawaii right now...  but I need to be back for a dentist appt. in the morning..    That could happen if I had the manifesto supreme power.....          Well I need to put some new pics up...  I am gonna shoot for this weekend....     So it shall be!!!               Ezili is the manbo...  This temple is my house.....This house is the house... of my spirit!    Spiritual mother Ezili Danto.              Oh yea.......

       So I am between exciting things to write about...  Its like I am at a swamp of unenlightened existence.. and need to find a raft and compass to guide me back.... 

       Dont you hate when that happens??????    Someone throw me a frickin raft....       till then...   ghost girl out...... of her mind..... 

I am sitting here...   trying to think...  but this really high pitch ring is coming from my monitor......      And then it just stops.....  and starts.... and stops...  and it is drilling into my brain...           Serious..  what the hell is it???    I never NOTICED it before....   am I just having some extra sensitive audio perception at this moment??????   Ok  it stopped again...  so now I can think again.....             Check this out....   I have so much to do...  but I dont know what to do with myself today.   I am like walking around lost in my own house...   in circles , then in squares, a few triangles for fun....   hee hee....  See... thats me going around my  house...  not sure what to do...     I have that same horse, and the sword too...   I found one under my stove the other day.    For real..  I dont make this shit up....        I have a question....      Can you keep writing on this blog forever and ever and will it just keep scrolling down...   is there an end where it just cuts off????     Has anyone ever arrived at this "end"?        I have alot of fun stuff coming up!   First of all......   SAPPHIRE..  you must come over Sunday...   Its like this.....    I am going to stay sober all the way until Sunday.    And then I am going to jump off the sobriety cliff... into the dark recesses of the alcohol pit of never ending craziness and all night partyness!  YOu with me????      Ok...   turn the page....   I got 2 concerts coming up....   Rob Zombie... then NINE Inch Nails......   So that is fun stuff to look forward too...   Oh yea..   I also have a ghost investigation coming up in Sept.    I think we are doing an old hospital or something...    Actually Im not sure... but when I find out...      I will share this knowledge with you...  becuz im just like that.......    So be good people today.   I will be until Sunday....LOL   And know this:     Cats are evil death machines that kill anything smaller then them for fun and pleasure.....         I love my kitties!!!!   Ok... bye then

So     I was walking down the road....

     and I saw a snail crossing the road....   and I was like.. right on!   Go little snail...  Go!!!!    Where you going little buddy?????

    And he just kept going...  and crawling....    like totally ignored me...

   So I was like...  who died and made you KIng SNAIL?       And sure enough...  as I looked closer...  I saw he was wearing a miniature crown..  made of seashells.............

I am  going crazy...  I think....   but i  wouldnt know that if I  really WAS crazy....    so maybe not......             I just sat for an hour listening for EVP'S       I figured on a full moon some crazy moon loving spirit would want to talk to me...  seeing as how Im craving the attention!   LOL

  Well   sons of a bitches......   NOTHING>>................    silence   a few crickets....  NOw them crickets know how to stay up late......              I swear I heard them saying shit.....   LIKE     "EAT ME" and "ZANZIBAR"            hOWEVER... THAT COULDA BEEN....  "snack bar"   oR JUST  "attack her"     i SHALL NEVER KNOW........   

    tHIS WILL BE   luv THE weedwacker DAY....... cUZ THATS ALL iVE HEARD SINCE MY bRAIN TORE ME OUT OF BLISSFULNESS THIS MORNING........          iT IS SLOWY DIGGING A WHOLE IN MY cEREBRAL LEFT HEMISPHERE.....    aND i FIGURE IT SHOULD hIT CHINA BEFORE THE DAY IS DONE.....   

   sO  hECATES  WAS CHARGING MY CRYSTALS LAST NIGHT... AND i WORE MY PENDANT IN HONOR OF HER....  sHE FILLED ALL THAT WORSHIPPED HER RADIANCE WITH ENERGY AND HEALING....    i GOT SOME!!!    gOT HOOKED UP...  

  dID i MENTION   i AM GOING TO SEE rob zombie IN 2 WEEKS??????????   well........    iM GOING TO SEE ROB ZOMBIE IN 2 WEEKS....      sO THERE....        wELL....  GO LUV THY WEEDWACKER...  AND mOW THE LAWN IF YA GOT ONE....   AND...  SHOULD i WRITE A POEM?????       huh   huh??????????

         wHAT DOES THY LOVELY  SENSES bRING?

     a WHIRLING  loUD  oBNOXIOUS THING.....

  gET THEE BACK...  WEEDWACKER...  FROM HELL YOU CAME

    eTERNAL  BRIMSTONE AND FIRE IS YOUR NAME

  gET THEE BACK.....  A tOOL OF SATAN YOU BE

   wAKING UP THE DEAD ,,,  KILLING SHRUBBERY

   lol        oK....   THAT POEM SUCKS SO BAD... BUT ITS KINDA FUNNY...   COULDNT FINISH IT...  TOO STUPID....lol       wELL THATS ALL i GOTTA SAY...     hAVE A GREAT dAY    

People say Im crazy........

            doin what Im doing...

   well they give me all kinds of warnings         to save me from ruin.........

    When I say that IM ok well they look at me kinda strange...

    Surely your not happy now you no longer play the game...

  People say Im lazy     dreaming my life away       Well they give me all kinds of advice... designed to enlightened me....    When I tell them that I doing fine watching shadows on the wall    Dont you miss the big time Boy your no longer on the ball  ....   IM just  sitting here watching the wheels go round and round.... I really love to watch them roll.....  No  longer riding on the merry go round  ound.....  I just had to  let it go....     Ahh people asking questions.. lost in confusion,,,   well I tell them theirs no problem..    only solutions  Well they shake thier heads and they look at me as if I lost my mind..  I told them theres no hurry im just si tting here doing time......    Im just sitting here watching the wheels go round and round.... I really love to watch them roll... no longer riding on the mirra go round ound    I just had  to let it go.... I just  had too let it go... I just had tooooo let it go.....  

                    All credit to::: JOhn Lennon              

Ok....  I was having way too much fun last night...........

           What the hell was I talking about????         I myself do not even know....LOL                 All I do know is that I stayed up all night... and was probably delirous!                OH yea.... today is luv thy TV day............     I am so gonna luv mine.  It speaks to me you know.....LOL    OH.. like yours doesnt????            I had a long drive home last night...  then after getting pulled over for brake lights that did not work..and having to drive home the last 40 minutes with my hazards on...I decided to stay up all night and party...  I did have company...LOL     But I think I blew out my eardrums last night....  well for sure the speakers on my car.......   

             I didnt get to go ghosthunting....   That sucked... but Im sure the ghosts arent going anywhere....   They got places to haunt and people to scare.....    Oh shit!    I do that everyday!   Does that mean that I am post wordly????      Nah...  Just  got a touch of lunatic fever.....   Well.....LUV THY TV DAY  isnt gonna happen by itself...   so....................     My luv awaits...........   ghost girl out    of her mind.........

This is a hint of my soul.........

       I shall call it.... credit to Pantera and Ronnie James Dio.........

     But I made it up

          Ready for this shit???

        In an unlocked chamber... secrets are intensified................thier very being becomes the elusive thought of enchanted moments of continual fluxuations.... circumstances which ebb and flow with natural tendencies in which itself becomes crystalized ....  The Dark perpetual labrynth of misconstruity leaves us where we lie...... in the darkness that overwhelms us... we shall find......THE RAINBOW IN THE DARK............ which if one dares to seek will lead them to.....CEMETERY GATES......... and whom is the wisest shall be told the truth,  until they find that fork in the road which shall lead to.......THE RAINBOW IN THE DARK.... which after much contemplation and perspiration..  will lead such onto ramification and crustification of persecution, which includes passification of guano masters everywhere....!!!       We shall become ONe... with these after we pass through thee.....  CEMETERY GATES..... which in retrospect becomes colorific and pontific pilotness..... then we shall all be doomed and seek at once the...RAINBOW IN THE DARK 

  THANKS FOR YOUR EYES AND EARS....   GHOSTGIRL AND RYZE

Duality of man....

         The reality is near

           I am torn between  my sandwich

        Or a good ol' frosty beer.......

       choices... choices ...  they consume

      My bones, my dust they will exhume.

            Until I raise my boney hands

   and tell them bitches  my bones got plans....

                               all rights reserved... copyright ghostgirl

                                                 melodic verse... copyright RYZE

I just cleaned my fridge...          and then i cleaned up some nasty stuff under my stove....         now I have to go change the cat litter..   But first I should wash the pan that had spaghetti sauce in it...    I already washed myself...  and all my windows in my house still need to be cleaned.    So does my carpet..  needs to be vacuumed...  Well it really  needs to be torn up and replaced with something else..  but thats another story.                      I was too tired to work out today... well all weekend really...    Tomorrow is another day.    I got an IPOD...  at least thats cool.    I only have 2 songs on it..  Maybe I should work on that..        Oh yea.... I just read the book  ANgels & Demons by Dan Brown...   It is the book that precedes The DiVinci Code...   So guess what????   I am reading that book right now...  because it just seemed like the right thing to do...    And Im all about making the right choices in my life

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  Like for instance...   A relative asked me to try to some green tea yesterday.... because I HATEd it the last time I tasted it.....  But I guess the logic is that I will suddenly taste it again...  and I will change my mind???? I like regular tea... any kind of black tea or orange tea  or even lemon tea is ok....  but  GREEN  tea.....  just tastes  so   GREEN    If you took grass from the yard...  and boiled it in some hot water....     VOILA    Tasty green tea!!!!         I hate raisins and rutabaga too.    I bet someone in this world  boils them and drinks them too....         I am making my trip to meet fellow ghosthunters on Wednesday.   Hopefully night will end in a ghost hunt.    Otherwise....  I will not be a happy ghostgirl!   

        Let me express my thought in poetic verse::

             I SEE AN ORB......by ghostgirl

            I see an orb...  I see it clear

        its bright and big.... a ghost is near!!!

      Or is it?    What else can it be?   A speck of dust.....

                        OR ENERGY!!!!

        A mist, a fog, a cold damp chill........

         It moves around me,   as I stand still.....

         What is it?        Or is It a WHO????

         A person maybe I once knew????

      Or could it be... that just like me... its trying to find someone to see?????

                I just dont know...   the truth... and so....

      Off on another ghost hunt I must go......

           And hopefully...  the day will come....

           A voice will say....    YOUVE reached someone!!!

      Im here!   IM here!!   CAN you see me??

          I was looking right at you...  you see.....

         I was that orb that caught your eye.....

         I hope next time...    we can say  HI

                                                     ghostgirl out

2005 Copyright Ghostgirl. All Rights Reserved.

I have no idea what to write about..      My mind is totally blank..     Oh yea    I got a gnome with a fiber optic crystal ball....   I named him NED.         If this is anyone  who reads this real name...   it is just totally coincidence...      H e just looks like a Ned.....   And I could tell he liked it....  I got him for my bday...    I love him...     Ok moving on:::    It has been storming every day here.  Well at about 3 pm everyday..    See????  I have nothing important to say....     Oh yea...        My gnome wants to say something:::::

  NED:      I see you...   I see everything....   I like crackers.....   Leave 2 at my doorstep at midnight and I will grant you 2 wishes.....  Or if you only have 1 cracker...  leave that and I will grant you 1 wish but it wont come true until next Thursday..   because 1 cracker has not enough power to make your wish come true  until 5 nights have passed, and THEN only if it is a MAGIC cracker...  because just plain ordinary crackers may take up to 7 days..   and who wants to wait that long for a magical wish???   It is up to you...  choose wisely......    I will leave you now

I have declared today:::   LOVE THY BUCKET DAY

                     Ode to a bucket.....by ghostgirl 

                  Oh my dear bucket.......

         How plastic and pale.....     (get it????)

            even after I clean you...your odor's quite stale...

                   Oh my dear bucket......

            I will see you in hell

             although youre quite smelly...no secrets you tell.....

                     Oh my dear bucket.......

        So strong and puncture  resistant....

           you can hold 10 times your weight...

         in a blink or an instant.........

                     Oh my dear bucket.....

              I find you do deep.......

         if you are thrown against the wall....

              your shape will you keep.......

                    Oh my dear bucket

                        Now I must say adieu............

                    your a wonder of wonders.....

                THIS DAY IS FOR YOU!!!!!!

             i LOVE YOU bUCKET!                                  

Oh NO!!!  IM DOOMED...........

               Or AM I??????

Well....    hello people of my planet.......

     I have been soul searching.... meditating....  starting a new routine....    I get the need to reach out  to  vast unknown sometimes..........    Days and Days of intense perception and alot of careful attention  to my surroundings...   Signs... symbols that are coming together to put together the pieces of an unsolvable puzzle........ I am truly convinced one day it will just all make sense...       I have come a long way in the last few years....      I can manipulate dreams... I can will certain things to be...  I can feel more emotion than I ever thought  possible.....            But I have these days that take over...        I have to go through the process.......       Not everyone will understand...      Im sure alot of people do!!!!!     I hope you are the ones reading this!!!!!!    I sound crazy...  but really..   I am very far from that......    Just find my mind likes to travel.. to explore..  I crave another state of mind....   Thats what it comes down to.......................................         I do have some upcoming ghostnews.....   But until sometime next week...    I will not be talking about that....    So....    I started working out........    SHellbug... you inspired me!!!!!     I have worked out everday this week!    i am taking a break tomorrow....       Hope all is well with you guys.......    PEace

Mood: Caffiene anxiety kicking in

Well    I have nothing interesting to write about.  So I am just gonna go with whatever pops in my head.  First of all i will make a complaint against the person who does my nails......         She was sick on Monday.. and came in and did my nails anyway.   I would have rather she cancelled on me... cuz guess whos sick now?????  I had to cancel 2 appointments today bcuz my head hurts and I didnt sleep much last night........So there!!!     Oh yea... also..  I spent so much money last week...  WEll my husband is half to blame..   on crap.    Getting school supplies and clothes and haircuts and art supplies for my husband.. all in one week plus my mortgage and a ton of bills were due.....   So what happens???  I try to go grocery shopping yesterday... and I cant pay for my damn groceries!!!!!     Talk about embarrassing....   I only had that happen to me once before in my life!!!!!   I had to leave everything there!!!       Moral of story::   It sucks not being rich!!!    LOL   Just kidding....    Shit happens... I know...           Last night was the strangest lightning storm....  It hovered over my home for like hours....   It was like a strobe light outside...  seriously for about 2 hours     7000 strikes they counted in 1 hour from this storm..........People were calling in the radio stations saying it looked like a horror movie outside     It really was strange and awesome at the same time....           Thanks to everyone who took a look at my pics....    I am gonna make a collection and take them to my lead ghostguy on the 17th....   find out what he thinks.....     Saturday night I am going to investigate my parents house...  which Sapphire knows very well the strange occurences that have happened there....     This will be a very interesting search....        Well....  gonna go... like I said    nothing interesting to write...        Oh yea  before I go I have a question.........   Have you ever been driving down the road,,, minding your own business.. doing absolutely NOTHING wrong....   And some asshole drives by shaking there fists at you and yelling...?????   Like he must have been tripping on some heavy duty stuff....   I just wondered....    Not like it happened to me this morning or anything.....LOL      Well have I wrote enough about nothing???   My horoscope says I am going to get something I have been wishing for for a long time....     I guess that means I will somehow recieve a Rotodent one -step toothbrush today!!!!  Oh JOY JOY!!!      Ok....   ghostgirl out.... peace

Mood: PRETTY dAMN PEACEFUL

Well... Im here.     It seems that I would never write another entry again...   Let me explain:     I have tried quite a few attempts over the last few days.. and something kept thwarting my efforts.    Dont you hate things that THWART!!!!          So even yesterday.. I wrote this whole big entry .. and hit the wrong button and BLAMMO...   Magically erased!!!!      Not to be confused with Magically  delicious....      NO.. they are very different.....     Let me explain:         I like to think of it as  Magical  FAIRIES...   But of the cyber world..           They are unpredictable.. and very tempermental....   (Sort of like me??? )   LOL         They are not of good or evil...     They just sorta float somewhere in between it all...           So to appease them and make them happy this morning................ALL HAIL THE MAGIC FAIRIES....May they float in thier cyber pixie dust forever!!!   

     ghOSTneWS!!!!!...............

Friday night seemed like a great night to go spirithunting....   HOwever... it also seemed like a great night to get drunk.. Soooo..  I chose both...     

      I ended up investigating my backyard..  Now let me explain:   First of all I keep saying that on purpose...  Let me explain further:     Strange sounds have been heard around this neighborhood...  I did temperature readings around 1am and they were registering in the 30s  .        Remember I live in FLorida...  So I followed the cold spots....  They were moving around me     I took a couple of photos of interest...   I am not sure what the orb is...  or the smoky haze that passed in front of me...   This was at 3 30 am.....   So for now..  I will just post them........

See orb like light in upper left corner????

This one you can see right in center between palm trees...    WEll I am gonna end this entry......  let me know what you think...  PEACE    (ALL HAIL THE CYBER FAIRIES)