Mood: stressed.....
Listening to: the hum of the computer fan
Why must people insist on aggravation!? As if life wern't annoying and
confusing and stressful enough you have to have some random person
making ,what good parts of life there are, miserable! Now i'm not one
to complain for the most part. I have spent too many years with the
"suck it up and get over it" kind of people. But this is getting
ridiculous! Everywhere i go...He goes. Thankfully its only a
couple times a week when we are at the same places. But seriously! He
is always RIGHT THERE. Trying to get my atention, trying ot get
inside my head and i simply don't want anything more to do with him! i
Don't understand his obbsession! I don't understand his logic(if thats
what it can be called...) I don't understand his reasoning i don't
understand his emotions and i don't understand why he is STILL trying
to be a part of my life. Its been.....4 months since we broke up!
4months! You'd think by now he would take the hint that i'm not too
keen on talking to him or spending time with him etc. But he dosen't, i
swear this kid is oblivious! Seriously....makes me think that i need to
get another boyfriend just so he will leave me alone and be forced to
get over it....But i don't think i'm enough of a manipulator to even go
there. and i don't throw my heart around like that anyway. It just
dosen't work for me. *sigh* But i honestly don't know what other
soulution there might be... Unless it would be to move away from here
go to college in australia or something! But then i've never been the
running away type either..confound it!
