Simplicity

Mood: Trying to be brave
Listening to: Superman by five for fighting

Well tonight is the night.  I will refuse the man i care for and atempt to go back to my normal life. *sigh* God be with me..... If he so much as trys to argue the point i might lose it..and i might not be able to say no...
No....
NO!
I have more self-control than that. i know i do.

I will simply call upon any and all resources i have to withstand the onslaught that is sure to happen. Then again perhapes he has changed his mind...wouldn't that make my life easier.  Hey i can hope can't i?

How easy it is to say i have faith when life is in a state of calm. And how easy it is to hold tight to your conviction when there is nothing atempting to rip it from you.

"Endure hardship with us like a good soldier of Christ Jesus. No one serving as a soldier gets involved with civilian affairs--He wants to please his commanding officer."  - 2Timothy 2:3-4