Survival... more or less
Mood: resigned to her fate
Listening to: Bad day by Daniel Powter
Its just thoes occasional horrific days you get caught up in the idea of someone specific being with you that are the most unbearable. If i never had an actualy face to put with this infatuation with romance it would be so much easier! Its when you actually have someone real in front of you that it gets torturous.
I am somewhat more in control now. Not feeling the pull and stress so much. Oh its still there...lurking somewhere deep inside my mind, just out of reach. Its not prominately obvious but i can feel it. SoThankfully i know to be ready when it decides to try and get the better of me once again. Don't worry about me i am simply atempting to conquer these confounded emotions of a "free spirit" ^^ And yes THANK GOD there IS a lid to every pot! I firmly believe in that even when its absolute torture to be patient and wait for it. But, We've all endured much worse so PAH! I WILL SURVIVE!
Now if could just master the art of anti-procrastination i'd be all set!

I\'m not sure what you ment by \" Anti-Procrastination\" At times I\'ve become a real pro at putting things off.