Life Story
Mood: Breathing easy, and smiling at what is to come
Listening to: Deep Enough to dream by Chris Rice
All this i would probably find to be true, however, i know that here and there would be small chapters about moments of giving, and selfless mercy, and of truth. I know i would be ashamed to admit how few of thoes moments there really are in my story. But such things are in the past and cannot be changed no matter how much we wish for a second chance. Hind sight is always 20-20 . Though after all, God sees all sins the same, wether it be something horrific or something as "trivial" as a selfish moment to feed your own ego. And if He can forgive them then so must I. In the end thoes few bright moments of purity , once noticed and counted, will hopefully multiply. At least that is my bent. Me of course being a dreamer at heart, i think in very large ideas. Most of which would take a miricle of themselves to ever come into exsistance. But someday perhapes God will see the way clear to help me on one of thoes conquests i think up. Once He thinks i'm ready. Its the getting ready that seems to take years from your life....Confounded patience! i never was very good at working alongside you!
But as always....
God is in His heaven...And all is right with the world.
