First stumbbling thought process...
Mood: mixture of sadness and determination
Listening to: I'm with you by Avril Lavine
Life is a continuous story book. Each chapter finding its begining and then its close... only to be followed by another chapter opening as a compelling sequel . And knowing this fact of life, and accepting it, i don't mind change. Very often change in itself frightens people. But not me. (don't get me wrong i used to be very intimidated by it, as i'm sure some of you are or were also.) And to this day i still anticipate it, and occasionally i try too hard to prepare for it. But either way it comes. And that change around you in small ways influences a change inside.
I am at that confounded age where change is thoroughly normal, but is also rebeled agaisn't . If not by the person doing the changing , it is by the others around that person who don't want anything in their little worlds to differ at all.
I suppose it wouldn't bo so annoying , if people could simply universally come the the conclusion that yes you are an adult. You are a leader. You are independant. Instead you have some saying you are and some saying you arn't and some completley ignoring the whole issue hoping it will go away on its own. How strange we ca be........
Oh well. Thankfully i have the future to look forward to. I very much doubt people will have a problem with considering me or anyone an adult when we reach our 30s. ^^
Well this was kind of an odd first entry i must say.....(and i'm sure you'd agree) But oh well! It was....interesting ? I hope anyway. well untill next time. Much love.
