Simplicity

Mar 6, 2005 at 15:15 o\clock

Cringing heart

by: Fiery_Credence

Mood: hopeful
Listening to: the snow falling outside my window.....

Do you ever get the feeling thats theres something that dosen't feel right? something inside of you, it almost feels like a forgien object lodged in your chest, next to your heart...keeping it from beating propperly.....or its at your throat keeping you from breathing. Your muscles become frozen till you can't move, like a slow bleeding draining you of all power to shift yorself.
And the funny thing is you don't know what this object is...you don't know how it got there...you don't know what happened or what you did....its just there, cutting you off from all that keeps you alive. Or at least it feels that way. Your face wants to cry but your eyes don't.
Then suddenly the object is gone, like it was never there. but you know it was there. You wern't imagining it, you felt it choke you. And you know that someday soon it will come back. Why? We don't know. How? you can never tell.

If anyone ever wondered what is feels lke to have thier heart torn to pieces..thats what its like. Also for the sake of men who have no idea: this can also be what mood swings can be like at times....yeah THAT bad... Arn't you glad you're not us?

Anyway must be having that mood swing now cause thats what i feel like...lovely isn't it?


(yes i'm sure you have no idea what i'm talking about...*sigh* ahh me)

Well  somtimes things hurt. For whatever reason. Thankfully it never lasts. The chaos ceaces. Even if its only for a short time.  And in that blissful moment,  you feel you can breath again. Hang on to that moment. It is God given and it will help get you through thoes times when you forget what breathing is like.

Shadows fold me in their arms
Soft light starts to fade
Worries slowly seep away
And cease their daily raid
Silent syphonies swirl round
Of celestial stars above
Dancing in thier midnight blue
An honnored unsing love
Time is stopped , at least for now
And memories flow deep
Lullabys caress my face
As wind sing me to sleep




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