Simplicity

Mood: Remenisent
Listening to: More to life by Stacie Orrico

So what do you think of my new set up for the place?  inviting? bright and chipper? cozy? hehe well perhapes not, but i think it fits ^^

Ok one more.....




You are the Spirit of Love. You think around
romance and are extremely compassionate.
Whenever you want something you can get it due
to your fiery passion. You can make friends
quite easily, because peopole are attracted to
your obvious good nature. You will have no
trouble in finding a life partner and will be
very happy.

Which stunning spirit of emotion are you? NEW AND IMPROVED! (amazingly beautiful anime pics!)
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Ok i'm done now. ^^ Anyway, grrrr i had this huge entry all written out for this morning about how beatiful and bright and inspired i felt and yeah...my computer froze so needless to say...that entry will not be appearing in this blog. *grimace* Oh well you probably arn't missing it. ^^ Have you ever stood among a whole crowd of people you know and been completly alone? I was thinking back today about 5 years ago...that was generally a normal occurance for me then. i was a classic wallflower. Firmly detached from any and all social situations. Thankfully it is not so now...except occasionally when some kind of odd emotion will surround me and i'll rretreat into myself. But that is rare. I am so thankful to not be that way anymore. I can remember feeling so insecure that i couldn't even bring myself to look other people in the eye. Now i can compete inany and all starring contests, and win! hehe. brilliant! In fact somtimes i can even intimidate people with the amount of confidence i have. How did i make this dramatic transition? Years of trying and extreme exposure to people. (even though at the time it was pure torture for my poor wallflower personality) I was determined to change. And when you get tried enough of having insecurities run your life eventually you will do whatever it takes to fix it. Even enter into some of the most uncomfortable situations and events. Now you wouldn't even reconize me. I barely do. ^^ But in this case that is a good thing. i was able to get out form under all thoes issues, but also retain the good things about me. or most of them. ^^