I am back baby... yeah!!
Mood: typey
Listening to: Weezer
I am sure you have missed my fantastic blog, it was such an intriguing, witty , unique one was it not?
Yeah, I thought so.
Ok, well I guess I got bored with it, but I thought I'd come back and let you know what's going on.
What have I been up to lately?? Oh.. nothing. That's right, that's why I stopped writing this.
Ok, well here's something. I went out during the week to the pubs and clubs, and I have discovered something; I hate that scene! It's really just not me. I am an awkward introvert, what am I doing in that jungle? I am trying to change though, I hate being socially inept, I have wasted my entire life holding back, and look where it's gotten me?
Anyway, new year, 2006... resolutions anyone? Not for me really. I have always thought that everyday that you are fortunate enough to wake up is another chance. A chance to change or do something meaningful. I guess my hopes for this next year is to do something I can be proud of, so this time next year I can have something to talk about.
I want to grow up really, learn how to cook and such! And I want to save money so I can go travelling at some point. I am also interested in learning a language; German I think would be most helpful in Europe (where I want to visit). I am going to learn guitar. I am! I mean it! I want to join a drama group, and I want singing lessons. Actually, I need singing lessons. I am sick of being the monotone drone you can hear behind you when you gather around to sing Happy Birthday to someone. It's supposed to be a fun occasion, not torture.
Well, that's all I can manage for now. This has just taken too much energy from me. I might go and nap now.
Good day.
The Beanie
