Yep. Crushed.
You know...This is why I hate liking someone. I always end up hurt. You know what else? I'm a horriable person. My best friend got a date with a guy who she's seen two times...And Thomas is being an asshole. I'm done with him anyways...He's acting like a twoface...He's nice to em when we're alone and a complete jackass when we're with his friends and I don't want to deal with someone who's going to do that to me. I'm done with him...I'm crying and I'm done with him. I really liked him, you know? He made me feel special...Kind of warm and happy and safe...But when we're with all his friends it's just kind of crappy and he really ignores me or when he does pay attention to me it's to bug the Hell out of me(throw things at me, poke me, say something semi mean) and I can't stand that! When we're alone he makes me feel like I'm the only person in the world...I don't expect that quite intense feeling when we're with people...But I don't expect to be ignored and treated badly. I'm being stupid...I know I am...But, I can't help it really. I'm just being stupid and emo and wanting to cut but setteling for burning.
