Yaboo.
Yesterday sucked...David,Audrey and I were on threeway talking about getting together Saturday to get holy water from a church because one of my spells went horribly awry and I need holy water to undo it, so while we were talking John just goes totally crazy. He starts breaking shit, screaming, threatening to kill my rabitt and my 'whole damn family' as he put it. Both of them heard...Not only was I embaressed I was really upset by it. So he's 'leaving' again. I doubt he actually will and if he does...Whatever. None of it matters anyways. I'm out of here in two years and that's all I have to keep telling myselfing.
However, on a happier note, I actually have something to do this weekend! Tomorrow I get drug tested and work, Saturday I'm going out with Audrey, Nick(her boytoy), and David and we're all going to get holy water and eat dinner and catch a movie. Audrey says it's a double date, I say it's a date for her...An awkward evening of me praying that by some God's grace that David feels for me the same wayu that I feel for him and will act upon it. Today was a good day though...Everyone was full of happy energy. At lunch, Jessica brought her rice-krispy baby complete with placenta and uterus and then we all got into the discussion how Rudolph(AKA Casey) was my son, Elaine was my husband/boyfriend, Theo was Rudolphs Grandma, Frenches was the drug dealer in the 'family', Jessica was the godfather, and Gustavo was Theo's wife. It was absolutely hysterical. So much fun. And in Geometry I could understand what we were learning and I got a B on a huge assignment, and I did the extra credit work without any struggles. I'm really excited for Saturday...I know it's silly and sophmoric to hope that he likes me, and completely outlandish that he would somehow let me know that he did...I'm being good about not manipulating everything into him liking me though...I don't obsess over his compliments for hidden meanings, or analyze our phone conversations....So, that's new..An improvement...I think. However, Audrey is NOT helping. She told me he likes me....Although I think she's lying or exaggerating. Whatever, not a big deal. Saturday should be fun, romantic or not...At least I'll be out of the house and get to be with some friends.
