Talking to Myself
You're a stupid idiot girl. I hate you I hate you I hate you. All you ever fucking do is disappoint people. All you ever do is come up short. You try be perfect...You try to show everyone how perfect you are...VBUT YOU'RE A FUCKING FAKE!!!!! You're so fucked up...You're such an idiot and people try and try and try to love you but you're so impossiable to love because you just push them away. You hurt them...You destroy them. And you're destroying yourself no matter how much everyone begs you to stay. JUST FUCKING KILL YOURSELF ALREADY! Get it over with. You know you're not going to make it pass age 25 anyways...Or are you too much of a chicken shit? Are you afraid it will hurt? Are you afraid of the darkness that will envelope you afterwards...No thoughts, no nothing. Just darkness that you aren't even aware of. I hate you...You were a mistake, and ever since that you've been making yourself more of a mistake. You're a fucking mistake...So just erase yourself...You know it's for the best...You know that's the only want to fix a mistake..,Erase it, delete it, cross it out. Cross your fucking wrists and hope that there is no God because if there is you're going straight to Hell. Maybe you're just too afraid of the judgement that waits on the other side. You know you've spent your life hurting people, and good people don't hurt people. But you're just too stupid to see what you're doing and you can only see it afterwards. You're a stupid idiot. You're such a fuck up. Go kill yourself...I fuciking dare you.
