Mood: Depressed
Listening to: Fishtank blurble
Sorry I haven't written in so long...Don't worry, I didn't die. I've just had a lot of stuff on my mind...Soo...Let's see...What's happened since I last wrote? My friend Audrey got a bunny! It's big and black and completely adorable. She wanted me to take care of it for her...But that bunny was a boy bunny and mine is a giirl...I'd start out with two bunnies then I'd have 6 bunnies....then 27 bunnies...Then the world would be overcome with cute little bunnies!!! I would not be able to handle that:-p. Depression has been pretty bad...I've gotten better at hiding it though. My mom wants to send me to the shrink because I live in a house full of crazys...Where is the logic in that? Shouldn't they be the ones to go to shrinks? Oh! Ashes(my bunny) made her first ER run. While I was out with a friend she ripped a toenail off and my mum thought she was dying...So we went to the animal ER...Basically, the animal nurse told me I was crazy for bringing her in and that she was fine. I can not tell you how scared I was the entire time...I just kept thinking...What do I do if my baby dies? I know, it's silly. But to someone who can not yet have children of her own...Pets are pretty darn close!! I found out yesterday that one of my close friends(and ex flames...) is actually bi and she's dating a girl. I'm happy for her...She deserves to have some happiness and a good love in her life. I hope since this is her first girl-girl relationship it doesn't end badly...Like her deciding she's straight and then breaking the heart of her lover...Yeah, I've been pretty depressed in the love part of my life. I don't know why, I am in love with and I love Skye...I just can't help but wonder...Does she share the same feelings for me as I do for her? I know 9 months...Blah blah...Long time...Blah blah...Wouldn't still be with you if she didn't love you..Blah blah blah!! None of that is true...I can't help but wonder if she's playing games and if I'm going to get my heart broken. Crazy paranoid teenager I guess...Oh well!
I know what you mean about your pets. I have a long-earred mini lop bunny named Marcus and a black cat named Becky. They are my babies and I love them to death. If that\'s crazy.....so be it. =))
I\'m glad that you are writting again. That sometimes help. At least I know that it helped me when I was younger. Hope you and Skye are doing well and I\'ll check back on ya soon. Bye for now....
Your silent friend