I cry through my skin.

Jul 4, 2008 at 07:09 o\clock

Sigh

 As much as I would like to pretend that I'm special, that I have an amazing life ahead of me, that someday I'm going to be somebody big...I can't. I'm nothing but another ordinary girl. I've got so many stereotypical issues that I just want to fucking shave my hair of and scream I AM NOT LIKE YOU! Because I hate other people so much that I'd rather die than be like them. Though it's generally true that we hate in others what we dislike in ourselves. I dislike stupidity, laziness, ineptitude, meaness, loudness....Am I these things? Lately it seems so. Not lazy, persay, but my brain just stops working...Literally, I can't think at all. Maybe it's because I'm so distracted because of everything going on in my life. I really need to get far, far away from all this. The break up with Jordan completely threw me off, my flirting fling with Demon is over, so once again I am left alone.

Comments for this entry:

  1. icarus_david wrote at Jul 13, 2008 at 23:13 o\clock:Stereotypes are stereotypes for a reason, but not everyone is worth hating. There are a few gems out there which makes them all the more special when you bump into them.

    There aren't any words that that'll bring you any type of comfort but know that its gonna get better.

    A Rocky Balboa says "It 'aint how hard you can HIT, its how hard you can BE hit and still keep going" - which sounds pretty good if you have a deep italian american accent.

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