I cry through my skin.

Jun 16, 2006 at 02:08 o\clock

Sigh

by: CapturedMoonLight

 Gosh darnit. Why did I do that? I hurt one of my closest friends...She thinks that people like me and not her. Doesn't she know how simply untrue that is? People don't like me...Not real people anyways. Internet people might like me because they think I'm an easy score or think I'm a pathetic loser. I hate myself for hurting her...For hurting everyone. That's all I ever do...Hurt people. I shouldn't even be permitted to live...No one who inflicts the pain I do should be permitted to live. Kill me now...Please...I don't want to make them feel worse because I did it myself...

Comments for this entry:

  1. Miss260903 wrote at Jun 16, 2006 at 04:21 o\clock:Hey Kat,

    I like you & not because I think you\'re a \"pathetic loser or an easy score\". I like you because you seem to be a sensitive & kind soul. I am glad that you are waiting for life to open up for you.

    I do believe that things will get better & I don\'t know how or what you did that hurt your friend, but I\'m pretty sure you didn\'t do it on purpose & we all hurt one another at times. It will work out. Try to keep a good outlook sweets. I\'ll be by to check on ya soon. If I don\'t get a chance to comment before the weekend.....I hope you have a good one!

    All my love & friendship too,

    ~Teri~ =)

  2. Valarie wrote at Jun 16, 2006 at 20:55 o\clock:I like you because I remember when I sounded like you. You remind that being a teenager sucks major amounts of basic. That maybe getting older it\'s bad. People hurt each other. We must cut each other in order to find our own true self. We must learn from the pain and find the hidden edge that was unseen till that cut exposed it. Then we must decided: do we force it to heal, or let it heal and because something new?
  3. xxflamablewafflesxx wrote at Jun 18, 2006 at 01:49 o\clock:People hurt people a lot in the world. Wipe away the hurting tears, and say sorry.



    P.S. if that doesn\'t work then stay away from sharp things

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