I cry through my skin.

 I'm forced to wonder what people see in me...Why guys talk to me and try to flirt with me. What is it that draws one person to another? Or makes someone attractive in one circle and hideous in another? Today I have had two guys ask me on dates...I gave them both the brushoff. It's odd though...What could they see in me that makes them think that I'm worth a second glance? There are so many better girls out there...Just in the setting in which we met alone there were better girls. I don't know if I like the attention or hate it...It's different to be sure. It's odd and incomprehensiable to me that people should want to actually care to spend time with me...But, now, I have to wonder...Do I see myself incorrectly? Or are the guys just severely mentally challeneged? Or is a mixture of the two? I don't even really know what I am...Who I am...Or even really how I look...I know what I see in the mirror...Unfortunantly, mirrors lie.