Round 2
Alright...I haven't been completely honest with you guys. Well, it's not as though I've been lying or anything..I just kind of omitted a particular detail. Ken and I gave up the you don't smoke and I don't cut thing. I pissed him off by burning instead of cutting. So, now we're going to try again...Only...This time I give up all my destructive habits and he gives up all his. I guess I'm feeling better...Other than feeling like an obese failure. I'm not feeling so depressed today...But I've been crying a lot more lately and I don't understand why. Oh, well, I'm feeling a little better all around...That is...I don't feel so much like there's hope...But it's not really as though there's nothing but darkness for the rest of eternity. I'm just kind of here now...A little sad still...Still that almost empty feeling in the pit of my heart...But it's not really consuming my entire being right now.
