I cry through my skin.

Jan 19, 2007 at 00:58 o\clock

Right.

 Somtimes something feels so right...You're so sure that it will happen if you just wait because you want it so much and you know that no God would let something that feels so right to you and something that you're sure that you should spend the rest of your life doing not happen. I guess God just doesn't listen...Or doesn't agree that this feels right to you. Isn't that funny? Other people say what you think/feel is wrong. Or other beings if we're talking about God. I dunno..I just thought it was supossed to happen...It all seemed so natural and so real that it didn't seem like it couldn't. But I guess I was wrong...Or God thinks I was wrong...Whatever. It doesn't matter. What feels right isn't right...Following your heart and soul is a load of bull.

Comments for this entry:

  1. thecru wrote at Jan 19, 2007 at 01:22 o\clock:I always thought the same way you do about following your heart and soul, and I still do. I am sorry this did not turn out right but it is a learning lesson and I hope things get better for you like they did for me.
  2. Buttercup2 wrote at Jan 19, 2007 at 03:07 o\clock:Following your heart and soul is often a good idea as long as you have not suffered from some sort of abuse or neglect, abandonment, or other traumatic incidents. If that is the case the heart and soul are often so injured that a healing process must occur before you can 'follow your heart and soul' without either getting hurt, or perhaps without making a decision that is good for you. As in everything if life, one can not always take things completely literal. Common sense, one's goals, one's current emotional and physical status, all must be a part of the equation of working things out.

    I wish you the best on your life journey. May you find some peace while you heal. Aly

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