Resolved
Okay, I'm feeling a little clearer today. Maybe it's the anticipation of partying with my bestie tonight...But whatever. Drama with Kevin resolved. FRIENDS with benifits...That's means we're just friends. No real attachtment needs to be involved...No commitment...Nothing. I don't know why but that's comforting. I guess I shouldn't even try to date right now anyways...I mean, look how Gustavo ended. Plus I still like Kyle...But I know that's going nowhere. That's okay though...None of the guys that I like first ever go anywhere. None of this matters though...Because in one year I'm going to be in New York City...Where I'll be too busy to care if I have a lovelife or not. And I won't know anyone so I'll have that excuse as well. I dunno..Maybe I'm just trying to retionalize everything. Does it really matter either way?
