Rawr
Mood: ANnoyed, scared
Today has been very odd. My emotions have gone up and down like a roller coaster. Today guys have flirted with me left and right and I'm readgh to give the next one a fat lip. It's probably because I'm growing in some of my northern regions and shrinking in a central part. I hate being judged by my looks...I'M AN UGLY FAT DYKE BACK OFF!!!!! I would have said that to the guys but I'm a little more timid in real life if you meet me. I guess now that I'm off the market and have been for nearly a year...I'm starting to attract attention. Well, you know what? I don't care. First off, I don't like guys...Second off...I'm head over heals for my girlfriend and she's the only one I ever want. Next guy that flirts with me...Is assigned a big, fat lip.
Tomorrow I'm giving my speech...Wish my luck. I'm terrified. I found out it's going to be in front of 100 people. That's over 3 times the audience I had last time!!!!!! I'm going to stand up in front of 100 people and tell them I'm gay...I feel like I'm going to faint.
No matter what happens, know that I recognize this is a huge part of your life.