Mood: Undecided
Listening to: Fishtank
Well, now I know my family doesn't care. I did walk off today. Not without telling anyone, but I walked off. I went to a school dance that I wanted to go to but wasn't going to because Skye wasn't going and dances without dates suck. I actually took the bus, which is odd for me because I'm kind of scared of buses, I was just so tired of being their target...That I couldn't do it. PMS goes out of controle, I guess. The dance was actually a lot of fun. I taught a couple of my friends to swing-dance, socialized, forgot about being different from everyone for a while and just pretended like I was a normal girl living a normal life. Then the dance ended...My mother was waiting to pick me up. She yelled at me the entire way home about nothing, I kind of tuned her out. Then when we got home she was like YOU'RE WELCOME!...I guess I should have thanked her for the ride home? In truth...I would have rather walked the entire distance barefooted over broken glass and naked. I live about 10 miles from my school(where the dance was) sooo...That's a pretty big statement. Now I'm home, I find out Jon got drunk off his good for nothing lazy...Robz is soaring...If you know what I mean, and Cassie just sat at the computer. Everything was so peaceful without me...Maybe I make everything bad. Maybe I make everyone angry at eachother and fight all the time. This is not a good feeling. I had so much fun at the dance, I just wanted to keep that good-feeling natural high that came from it. I guess that's impossiable for me though.*sigh*Oh, well, I'm going to go read now and then probably go to bed...Or...I can sit up all night and watch the sun rise! Probably the latter.
