I cry through my skin.

Oct 4, 2006 at 04:44 o\clock

No Comprendo

by: CapturedMoonLight

 I don't understand anything anymore. I just don't understand. Nobody wants me, nobody loves me, so why the Hell am I here? Why don't they just tell me...Yeah, Kat, we hate you. Now go slit your fucking emo wrists. This isn't even because Dad didn't bother calling(although that does contribute) I just feel like nobody gives a damn. I feel so alone...I hate this feeling. I hate not understanding...I hate this whole ordeal. I want to cry...But I can't. Tears are meaningless...Everything is meaningless...Right now the only thing that matters is pain and cutting. I give up...I've gone a while without cutting...But I don't care anymore. I just don't. I'm a stupid little emo bitch and I should die...And I know this...But I can't.

Comments for this entry:

  1. Valarie wrote at Oct 4, 2006 at 06:16 o\clock:No, you shouldn't die sweety. Please, don't hurt yourself. I know you think you deserve it but you don't, your a nice person. Look, before you go hurting yourself email me and I'll send you something that can make you laugh, or encourage you or something! I just can't stand here and watch you hurt yourself, your such a lovely little lady. You may not see it but I do. I remember when I wanted to hurt myself, the feeling does come back, I understand where it comes from. My email is evilsmurfeatter at yahoo, and if you ever really think your going to kill yourself think twice and email me, so I can help you through it, please, because I don't want you to hurt. :(

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