I cry through my skin.

Sep 28, 2006 at 03:52 o\clock

Mistake

 Jesus. No one wants me. No one has EVER wanted me. Dad told me just last night what a mistake I was and how he'd still be ignoring me if he hadn't wanted to spite the girl who broke up with him. I guess I'm just that great of a person. No one wants me...No one ever has. So why the Hell am I here? Why couldn't you just sned me away to be adopted so that someone who actually did want me could have me? You know...I'd be doing everyone a huge favor if I killed myself. I'm nothing important...I'm just another pimple on the face of the earth. The sooner acne is cleared up...The sooner Earth can be beautiful again. Just yesterday I was so excited about Homecoming...I couldn't wait to go. I even found the most beautiful dress...But...I don't even know if I care to be alive that long now. I don't see the point...No one wants me and I'm just a waste of everything. I don't even know why I'm sitting here discussing this...I know I'm not worth the internet space I take up with these meaningless words of a stupid girl who's going to die forgotten and the way things are looking...She's going to die forgotten very soon.

Comments for this entry:

  1. Valarie wrote at Sep 29, 2006 at 05:51 o\clock:You will never be forgotten.Ever. I will always rememeber you. The sweet girl who's broken heart helped me see things through different eyes. The young girl who made me feel I wasn't a loser for wanted to die when I was young. Who was so happy to get a cute puppy, who's heart I watched slwoly heal, who's words I watch every day hopeing that she grows and the world turns, and that she can see what a lovly rose she is in her bed of thorns.

    I will remember, and if you die, I will hurt and moarn. I'll miss you, I care. Please, don't hurt yourself. :(

    Love,
    Valarie

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