Meh.
I keep trying...I keep trying and I don't know why or what for. What do I have to look forward to? What do I have that will really make me happy? I have Jordan...Whom thinks I'm a stupid skanky bitch but somehow still loves me...But that's it. I don't have friends...I don't have family...I got nothing. I have one person and I wish that could be enough...It would be if he wasn't so far away...If I could talk to him...If I could touch him....If we could just get together and work this shit out.
