I cry through my skin.

 Okay...I think I told you about how I had to break up with Gustavo the day before yesterday. He fucked over my friend...So I had to dump him. And now I have a new drama...Kevin is my drama. He asked to be my boyfriend yesterday...I said no for multiple reasons...But we agreed to be friends with benefits. And I actually like him. That's a problem simply because he lives in Oakland and was at one point Rebecca's lover...For those of you who don't remember...Rebecca is my ex that still loves me...And if I did date him I don't know what it might do to her. This is why I shouldn't have feelings...It complicates things.