Life as I know it
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! Sorry, I've wanted to do that for a while now.
Ken and I had a huge blowup.
Audrey and I had a huge blowup.
And now my birthday is rapidly approaching. Ken and my's fight was bad...It made me cry and I thought I was going to lose my boyfriend. It was actually because he thought I was lying to him about whether or not I still liked Thomas. I really don't...I found out how much a fake I had fallen for and realized I was falling for lines again. I'm just stupid like that. I really hate how much he and I fight...I guess I wasn't meant to be happy...I don't deserve it. Audrey and I fixed things really quickly and we're still best friends...FOr which I'm thankful for. I guess I'm just a stupid bitch when I'm on my period...Considering my cramps are deabilitating that might be why I'm just a little bit(sarcasm) more snippity and depressive than usual. I don't know what's up with my body anymore actually...It doesn't seem to want to work. My legs just decide to stop working for no reason...I keep getting these twitches that I can't seem to controle and yeah the whole dizzy spells thing has gotten worse. Not that any of this matters. I'm just really depressed today. Don't really know why.
