Job
I got a job!!!!!!! I get tested monday and if I pass...The job is mine. The problem is...I smoked about a week and a half ago...Smoked pot, got baked off my ass and did it once the week before and once the week before that. I drank vinigar, drank tons of water, have taken niacin, and the day of I'm going to take Asprin and more niacin and chug a 32 oz worth of gatorade. Please God let me come up clean! I swear I won't get stoned ever again as long as I come up clean...I need this job so badly...This is my way out...I need it. I need it more than I need the momentary escape of being stoned...More than I need to be happy if even for just those few fleeting hours. God I want a cigarette...I've been half assed trying to quit...Haven't had one in two days...But I absolutely can NOT have one until after I test. Please dear God let me test clean...Please...
