In Between
Okay, so Gustavo and I have come to a middle ground. We're going to try casual dating...Nethier one of us is tied down. I guess I feel better about that, I think I kind of hurt his feelings though. I told him why I can't be serious with him right now...I told him that I just got dumped not too long ago, that my life is a little too chaotic for a boyfriend, and that I'm pretty much avoiding committment because I'm not quite willing to put my heart on the line again. I guess it's better to be honest from the begining right? I just hope that I didn't hurt his feelings...Although I'm pretty sure I did. He switches pet names when I hurt his feelings. Usually I'm 'Dark Angel' when he's unsure I'm 'Kitti' and then when he's just plain distant I'm 'Girl'. Every time I do something that hurts him, he switches so right now I'm pretty down on the totum pole. Oh well though. I had to tell him what was really going on...It was so hard, but I did it. Now I'm going to go do something destructive for being a terriable bitch and hurting one of my friends.
