I'm tired of this
Tired of feeling this way. I want to stop hurting!!! I want to stop all of this crap that swirls around and around and around in my brain! I WANT IT TO GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!! I just want to cut open my brain and remove all these bad feelings. I have half a mind to try. Maybe I will..Ha. That'd be genius.
I wish I could do something for you. I have no words of wisdom though. All I can say is that if you can, hold on for a while longer. There are so many people that I am sure would miss you if something were to happen to you.
Keep writing it all down & if you can, find someone who you trust with everything & talk to them. It does really help!.... At least it helped me. :-( I am so sorry that you are having such a lousy time of it right now. If I could be your friend, be right there for you, believe me, I would! Stay as strong as you can Kat. I will try to check on you again soon....
~Teri~
PS: I\'m moving cross country next Friday & will be unavailable til the following Thursday or Friday. (June 1st or 2nd). Please, take care of yourself Kat. I will be thinking about you. Take care.....I\'ll be back again to check on ya before I go.....Bye. :-(