I cry through my skin.

Mood: Rejected, hurt, misled

 My mum randomly told me today that she never wanted me. She told me that I was a mistake and that she had taken a lot of steps against having me. She'd even taken a pill that prevented the sperm fuzing with the egg. And then she told me that she was going to abort me but couldn't get to the doctors office and then she couldn't kill me when I was born. I don't know what on Earth brought that up...But that was one of the most upsetting things I've heard in a while. Oh, but I threw a hissy fit today. I found out for sure that Skye is still doing drugs. Do you know how much that piffed me off? I gave up drinking for her! And, despite my curiousity and normal willingness to explore, I've never ever done drugs ever! I got so mad...I actually confronted her about it which is very out of charecteristic. Of course, I confronted her through a note...But still...I have to see what happens tomorrow...I'll let you know. Right now I'm going to go be a mistake elsewhere.