I cry through my skin.

  Four hours. I haven't seen him for two whole months and she wants me to stay with him for four hours then go sit in the car for an hour while she goes to work because she doesn't want to drive in rush hour traffic. I CAN'T FUCKING SEE HIM ANY OTHER TIME! I get one chance...ONE to fucking see him and she wants me to cut it down to four hours. I hate her. I fucking hate her. And I hate myself. I just want to fucking die.