I cry through my skin.

Oct 1, 2006 at 19:50 o\clock

How can he say he loves me?

 He obviously doesn't even know me. He got kicked out of his house today...And he told me to break up with him because of it.  I don't turn away from the people I love when things get hard...I try my best to help them and let them know how much I love them.  I know he's scared...And he's going through a hard time...And that the people he thought he could trust turned against him...But goddamn! Why can't he just accept that I'm differen than them? I'm not going to turn on him...I never turn on people...It's always the other way around. I guess people just don't want to believe that I really care about them...Maybe I'm just not the type of person who can care? I know it's nothing to do with me...He's having a hard time...His life is going to shit...But why does he have to act like I'm going to turn tail and run at the first sign of bad weather? I guess I really can't believe he loves me...No one can love someone unless they know them...And I thought he knew me...But I guess not.

Comments for this entry:

  1. Buttercup2 wrote at Oct 1, 2006 at 23:09 o\clock:I would imagine he needs to be reassured during a time like this by anyone who has said that they truly care about 'him'. He, like many of us, needs nurturing and to be reassured that he's a good person even when things go bad........... Aly

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