Hate
I hate myself so much right now. I don't even know why...I just hate myself and I want myself to go away because I know I don't deserve to live. I'm so fat, so ugly, so stupid, so idiotic...I'm just a fucking waste. I hate myself for being so fat...I'm such a disappointment. I' never what I should be...I should be thin and pretty and I should be happy and bubbly...But I'm just me. The Ever Disappointing Kat. I should just shoot myself, at least I know I wouldn't be disappointing anyone...FOr once. They all expect it.
