I cry through my skin.

Feb 21, 2007 at 22:41 o\clock

Guys want Sex. That's it.

 I fucking hate men! Why do they think that they can just ask me over and I'll sleep with them?! I'M NOT A FUCKING WHORE! Why does everything think I'll go get stoned and then spread my legs? I don't even really like getting stoned. I wouldn't get stoned with a complete stranger alone. Do I have nothing to offer besides my body? Does my personality suck and yet guys think I'm pretty? I'm tired of it. I'm tired of guys not wanting me for anything but how I look. I hate myself so much...So very much. I want to kill myself. I'm a stupid whore and no one wants me for anything but my grotesque body. Maybe I'm so ugly that they think I'll welcome any change to get laid. That must be it. Because it sure as Hell won't be because I'm so pretty that they want me. All they want from me is sex...But I don't want that from them. I want something more...I want love. I want too much.

Comments for this entry:

  1. Valarie wrote at Feb 23, 2007 at 07:32 o\clock:Your not a whore. Whores sleep with people for money or for social status, and you want nether. And despite your dis-believe, I love you.

    So,what's your favorite color and your favorite animal darlin? If anyone needs some cheering for, it's you' You've earned a hug, even if it's only vertual. :x

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