Great day...But still not.
You know...I had a really great day today. I went with my best friend to an amusement park...We got to pet stingrays, dolphins, and elephants...We went on some crazy rides that could make grown men quiver in fear...And we just had fun. By all of that...I should be happy. Shouldn't I? I had a great time with someone I care about...So, why do I still feel so empty and sad? It wasn't gone while I was with her...But it wasn't president. But, no matter what I do...I'm still alone. I mean, it still feels like I'm just in a world where I'm talking to myself and interacting with beings that have no real consequence in my life. Everyone else just feels so...Far away, for lack of better word. I know I'm weird...Other people don't feel this way...So why do I? Why am I so special that I get to feel so different and isolated? People say they know what it's like and they can relate...But then, they don't know what it's like because they CAN relate. I don't even relate to the ones who feel all alone...And I don't know why. If I could just find one person to hold on to...That would make it okay...But...There isn't anyone.
