Got the Job
Well, I have some good news...I got the job at kmart. I'm figuring I'll work 8 hours a day three days a week and at 7.25 an hour...I should have the money for New York in about two months. Plus that, I'll be able to book my ticket early online because I'm going to have a debit card so yay, New York is definantly within the relm of possibility now...Just as long as Audrey can get a job we're good. I wonder why I'm not more exciting...I know I should be. I've wanted a job for a long time and now I got one, and an easy one at that. I guess the stupid love life drama is weighing on my mind. I know I should date Gustavo...He obviously likes me, he's sweet, and he actually knows me a little bit. So why can't I seem to get around David? He almost completely ignores me, I don't know him at all...So what is it that I like? Well, I remember last time I was in a similiar situtation...I went with the textbook better choice and ended up dating a guy whom my friend just recently told me is a molester. Which is just perfect to hear...I never thought him to be one, he never seemed like one, I really don't even think he is...But my friend knew him before I did...Oh well, it doesn't matter. I don't even talk to him anymore. I hate highschool dating. It's stupid, it's full of drama, and no one ever takes it seriously. Gustavo even told me, 'I'm not looking for a wife, I'm just looking for someone to have fun with.' Well, that's kind of a big problem...Because I'm not. I'm looking for the person I can spend the rest of my life with, and dating for me is a way to test the waters. I know I shouldn't let this get to me...It's stupid and if I did end up dating either of them it would be over within a month probably...Which is probably why I won't date either of them. Oh well, none of this should matter, I should be happy I'm a step closer to getting what I want...I got a job. I should be happy...But all I can think about right now is how much life sucks.
