I cry through my skin.

Feb 10, 2008 at 13:40 o\clock

Got Caught.

Mood: High

 So, I had a shitty day at work. Everything that could go wrong...DID. There were a ton of customers, a couple of people called in sick, another couple came in early so they could fucking leave early...It sucked. A lot. I hate Longs. So, Jordan's friend calls me up and asks if Jordan's there...No, Jordan's not here...'Oh Damn, I was looking for someone to buy thizzle.' Dude...I'll buy. So I bought seven pills...And took three and a half. Gave the other three and a half to Audrey. We were so fucking high, not funny. I'm still pretty high. So we decide to go out, and we're walking down Grant when we see a shopping cart. It's just chilling in there and I ask Audrey if she'll push me in it. My loving best friend complies and pushes me in it...Halfway down Grant...Then we switch. At the end of the street there's a mouth that opens up to railroad tracks...ANd we were down there...As I threw up. And pissed myself. At which point I said fuck it and left my underwear lying there. Piss and all. Then I pushed her the rest of the way to the Shell station to pick up some water...Which really sucked because I'd thought I'd lost my wallet...When I didn't. So it took us forever to scrouge AUdrey's purse and all we could find was one dollar. The total came to 1.19. She'd already taken a sip by the time we realized we couldn't pay...But the guy gave it to us for the dollar. Which was really nice of him.

 

 So we walk our lilly asses around Novato a little more...Then realize we're out of cigarettes. We take the shopping cart, switch positions so that Audrey was the driver, and start going home to get money for cigarettes...And a cop rolls by. We're like O SHIT! And try to turn into a dead ally. Didn't work...Cop came right back.

Cop:What're you up to?

Kat:Going for a walk.

Audrey:We'll return the cart.

Cop:How old are you?

Kat:18

Audrey:18

Cop:Both of you are 18?

Kat:Yes.

Cop:ANy drinking tongith?

(both K+A):No

Cop:Any other drugs  I should know about?

Kat:No

Audrey:Nope

Cop:What're your names?

Kat:Celest

Audrey:Amy

*Cop pauses for a moment*

Cop:Last names?(Silence from K+A)Now, why don't you tell me how old you really are?

Kat:17*gets out of shopping cart*(I'd been sitting in it the whole time).

Audrey:16

Cop:That's more like it.

 He took down our phone numbers and then did this test to see how big our pupils were. They were huge, the biggest one possible. We were obviously on drugs. So he cuffed us up and took us down to the police station. I now have a citation for being under the influence of controled substances. No way I can leave Longs now. I'm kinda stuck there until that shit falls off the record. Maybe since I'm only 17 though it won't go on my permanant record. So we sit in the police station, and they call our parental units after drawing blood...Mom picks up and comes to get me. She's really disappointed/pissed at me. I can understand...I mean, it was a bad thing for me to do. I understand that.  I shouldn't have stolen that shopping cart. But it was a Safeway Shopping cart by Baskin Robbins...Which is on the other side of town than Safeway, so obviously no one was missing it that much.

 I'm still really high. I think that's bad lol mostly because usually getting in trouble is a buzz kill...Right now, I don't care. Like, at all.

 Anyways...Now I'm going to talk about my lover. Mr. Jordan. I don't think I ever went into much detail there. Okay, so Wensday night...I was supossed to hang with Audrey when she got it town. Yay, this was while Jordan and I were still broken up mind you....So I just got high all day...She couldn't smoke otherwise I would have smoked with her. And Jordan calls me. Out of the blue. Crying. So after a while I get that he's coming down to Novato to see me...And we started talking. He was hysterical, really upset...Really broken. Much like myself...Except minus the suicide attempt. He told me how scared he was he was going to lose me to the pills...That he got really sad and tried calling my house a million times(Which he did). We talked about us, and what happened with that fat chick(whom I saw outside of my work today! Evil Bitch!). And we decided it was the drug. That cocaine had changed who he was, but now that he knew it and accept it...We could try and work through the hurt and go on. So we're back together now...And honestly, I am happy about it. Just the thought of him makes me happy...I will marry that boy someday...Mark my words.


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