I cry through my skin.

Mood: Suicidal, miserable.

 I just want to die. I've lost everything that matters. I don't even have my boyfriend anymore. I don't have my best friend. I have nothing. I've fucked up so badly this time...There is absolutely no fucking way to fix this. I've messed up everything...I've lost everything. I'm never getting Audrey back. I'm never getting Jordan back. I'm alone. It's all my fault.