I cry through my skin.

Mood: Sad beyond description...
Listening to: My own tears

 Yeah, the same God that told me to stay alive...Just punched me in the face;hard. Skye is being sent to bootcamp because of her grades!!! Her stupid mother is such a...Okay, I'm just not going to go there. Why does she think that bootcamp will change anything about Skye? Seriously...What the heck does is do? It teaches you to bite your tongue and stand up straight. She said she still wants to be lovers even when she's gone...It will take a minimum of 3 months...And that's only if she's a good girl and does everything she's told perfectly. It's hard for her to follow orders...It's not that she does it on purpose or anything...It's just that she doesn't understand so people think she's being a smarty-pants. I don't know what to do anymore...Losing her is going to be like losing myself. I know it's selfish...But I have no clue how I'm going to get on without her...:'-(