I cry through my skin.

Dec 31, 2006 at 06:11 o\clock

Fights.

by: CapturedMoonLight

 My best friend and I are drifting apart. We seem to be always fighting. I love her to pieces but she just doesn't understand. Today, it was about work. She says I'm working too much and I'm letting it controle my life. I HAVE to work this much...I need to get out of here...I need to move away. I don't let it controle my life...I just work my life around it. It's not even like I have a life...My boyfriend dumped me, and my best friend went to go live with her mom. I'm sorry I can't party on New Year's eve...I'm sorry I can't just abandon my responsibilities to go smoke or be a juvenile delinquint. Am I putting work ahead of friends? I dunno...I know where my priorities are...Mostly. Friends and love are tied, then getting the Hell out of here and doing whatever it takes, then having fun in the present...That's not the correct order is it? I shouldn't prioritize like that should I? Whatever. I guess it doesn't matter. I'd love to say I don't care...But I do. I'm really sad over this...But it doesn't matter. What a great send off to 2006...Fuck it. It really doesn't matter.

Comments for this entry:

  1. Valarie wrote at Dec 31, 2006 at 06:42 o\clock:Real friends don't want to be the center of your world. I had a friend just like yours, who decided that I spent too much time working. Funny thing was she was the only one who thought that, my other , real, friends had no problems, they understood I was working to go back to school.

    If it helps, I'm spending my New Years ether online or babysitting.

    I hope you have a better year in 2007 then you did this year, and that you get to visit New York. Our state isn't bad, just high taxes XD

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