Disillusioned.
He broke up with me. He didn't even do it himself...He did it through my best fucking friend...He wouldn't answer my calls...My text messages...Just fucking ignored me. He hates me. Completely. I've never had somebody I love so fucking much hate my guts...Want me destroyed so completely and utterly... I can't stop crying...My insides are so torn up....I just want this hellish nightmare to be over...I can't do this...And everybody is saying I know it hurts...Hurt isn't even half the world. Hurt doesn't begin to describe it. I'm dead and I've gone to fucking Hell...
